These few days, she would often act like this, quietly watching Dan Yan as he slept.
She knew he was a very sensitive person, so she was very careful.
He looked at his handsome features and prayed that his future life would be good.
Dan Yan moved a little, causing her to have no choice but to hurry up and close her eyes, pretending to be sound asleep. Only when Dan Yan fell asleep once again, did she open her eyes, and continued to look at that face that caused her to miss him.
Just like that, another night passed.
At dawn, she pretended to be sound asleep. Dan Yan couldn't bear to wake her up, so he kissed her on the forehead before going back to the company. On the bedside table, Dan Yan continued to warm her a cup of milk.
After Dan Yan left, she opened his eyes, his heart surging with boundless bitterness.
She did not blame the heavens for treating her like this, because she did owe people too much. This might be the way the heavens paid her back, but why would the heavens treat Dan Yan like this?
Dan Yan did not let anyone down. He was so good ?? He deserved the best. Why did God give him this kind of torture?
If the heavens were fair, was it fair for the heavens to treat Dan Yan like this?
She leaned on the headboard, picked up the milk Dan Yan had kept in the milk heater and drank it.
The temperature was moderate, the sweetness was moderate, and it was delicious.
She really wanted to drink this kind of milk for her entire life, but she knew that it was impossible ??
In the past two days, the rate of pain in her heart had become more and more frequent. Fortunately, Dan Yan had not detected it yet, so she had to resolve Dan Yan's worries before her condition was exposed ??
Thinking of this, she took a deep breath, made up her mind, and picked up the cell phone on the bedside table.
She dialed Lu Jingzhi's cell number.
"Are you trying to tell me that Dan Yan will hand over the criminal records to the German police soon, so you're advising me to behave?" Lu Jingzhi's tone remained the same, confident and relaxed.
"No." "No," she answered flatly.
"Oh?" Lu Jingzhi laughed, "Then I won't be able to guess your intention in calling me ??"
She looked at the white curtain raised by the wind on the terrace.
Today's weather was gloomy, as if it was going to rain again.
"There's a serious problem with my heart. I won't be alive for long... Therefore, there is no point in continuing to fight with Dan Yan. " she said coolly.
"What did you say?"
This was the first time she had heard the emotional fluctuations in Lu Jingzhi's voice, and she said with a slight smile, "You had already heard it clearly in your heart. If you do not believe it, you can also send someone to secretly investigate this matter with Jiang's Hospital.
Lu Jingzhi remained silent for a long time.
She knew that Lu Jingzhi was shocked at this reality, and continued with a calm tone. "Let go of me ?? In the future, I will leave Dan Yan and go to a place where Dan Yan will never find me.
"This is impossible... It was Jiang Jun who had asked the best cardiologist to help you with your heart surgery, so there is no way that you would have any problems ?? " Although Lu Jingzhi said that, his voice was already trembling slightly.
"This might be fate. It's fated that I won't be able to stay together with the person I love ??" she said quietly.
Lu Jingzhi said in a deep voice, "I'll go look for you now!"
She gave a faint smile, "What are you looking for me for? You think you can cure me? "
"I don't believe that no doctor can cure you!" Lu Jingzhi said.
"She smiled even more forlornly." The last time I had an operation, the doctor had told me that I couldn't do it again. Now that my heart had shrunk, I could only wait for death ?? No doctor can save me! "
"It can't be, it can't be like this ??" Lu Jingzhi seemed to find it hard to accept this result.
She continued with a faint smile, "Lu Jingzhi, you actually don't care about me, because you can lose me ?? Just like that day when I pointed a gun at my own head, you could be indifferent. "
Lu Jingzhi was silent.
She maintained her smile, "What you desire is only warmth, because all the warmth that surrounds you, you feel that it is not sincere. Only the warmth that I gave you when I was young do you feel that it is real ?? But you are wrong. The people around you, they really care about you ?? Ji Sixi, Tan Yan... I believe that their concern for you is real, but you've always been unwilling to believe it ?? "
"You said all this just to convince me to give up on you!" Lu Jingzhi said.
She shook her head, "I am not saying all these to convince you to give up on me, because I will leave Dan Yan very soon. If you do not give up, you can come find me and see me withering like a flower with your own eyes. I only hope that you will not be enemies with Dan Yan again ?? I only told you this because Tan Yan had told me that you were a pitiful person, and because you had no father or mother, you were left without any support after your adoptive parents passed away. I believe that in your bones, you are not a bad person, and you have only deliberately used your malicious exterior to hide your true nature, so that you can live a good life in this world ?? "
"Then when do you plan to leave Dan Yan?" After a moment of silence, Lu Jingzhi suddenly asked.
She answered honestly, "After Dan Yan's' Green Space 'project starts."
"You really know how to think for him. You can only leave after his company's problems have been completely resolved ??" Lu Jingzhi sneered.
"It is love."
Lu Jingzhi said in a low voice, "I'll tell you when you are going to leave."
"What do you want to do?"
"Didn't you say I could come find you?"
"So you mean... Will you give up on fighting Dan Yan? "
Lu Jingzhi laughed coldly, "What I want is you. Since I can have you, why would I waste my time with Dan Yan."
"You are wrong, you ca
ot have me." Her voice was cool.
Lu Jingzhi didn't speak for a long time.
She saw that it was drizzling outside and remembered an old movie called Walking in the Rain, where the most romantic moment for the male and female protagonists was dancing in the rain.
And she felt that being able to hold an umbrella in the rain with the person she loved was already very romantic.
She had longed to try and experience this kind of situation with Dan Yan one day, but unfortunately for her now ?? I'm afraid it can't be done.
"Do you know? Actually, I should thank you for coming along, because if not for you, I might not have been able to muster up the courage to tell Dan Yan about my feelings for him ?? " she said slowly.
Lu Jingzhi said indifferently, "I will contact the doctor. No matter what, I will not watch helplessly as you die, unless you point a gun at your own head like last time, I will watch coldly from the sidelines."
She was still immersed in her own thoughts, and continued, "Although my life is very short, I do not feel the slightest bit of regret, because I have met Dan Yan ??"
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