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Dear Diary,
Today was the day of the entrance exam. Many students came to take the exam, including myself. I hope I score well and get admitted to the academy.
But something strange happened. Rain, the person I considered a friend, didn't show up. I wonder why he wasn't there. I heard rumors that he ran away, but I don't know what to believe.
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"She still doesn't know... Doesn't know the real reason I wasn't there. How can she be so oblivious?" Rain felt the heroines were truly different characters.
"Rumors... always spreading like wildfire. They don't know the truth." Rain smirked because the rumours were spread by him.
It wasn't work of Kaya. With a few anonymous post and comments, it was easy feat.
He couldn't help but feel a sense of disappointment in their inability to see beyond the surface.
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Dear Diary,
The results of the entrance exam were announced today. I ranked 10th among the freshmen, and I'm so happy about it. My parents were proud of me too. However, there's still no news of Rain. People keep bothering me, asking where he is and why he didn't come to the exam. It's becoming frustrating not knowing what happened to him.
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Dear Diary,
Today, I discovered that Rain has become a streamer. It's quite surprising, considering how he used to be. Rumors say he ran away from his family and even called off his engagement. It's all so shocking. He changed his username to 'NightSoul' for his streams. But what hurt the most was when he said he didn't see me as a friend. Was our friendship not genuine? I can't help but question everything now.
***
Dear Diary,
Today was the first day of the semester, and I got assigned a good room because of my ranking. But despite that, I felt a deep sense of loneliness throughout the day. I couldn't help but think about Rain. If he were here, he would have joined me for some sparring, and I wouldn't feel so alone. But he's not here. He didn't even come to the academy. He just ran away, seeking his own freedom. Even the Holmes Family, known for their investigative skills, can't find him.
It's as if Rain was waiting for this moment to escape. I don't know where he is or what he's doing. He never shared any details with anyone. And as he so clearly stated, we are not friends. We were just former classmates who occasionally exchanged a few words. I was foolish to consider myself anything more than that.
I remember reading posts about Rain, how lonely he was and how everyone talked about him. But he just focused on his training, disregarding the attention. Even his fiancée ignored him, pushing him further into isolation. And then he chose to run away, seeking freedom. It's hard not to blame myself. If only I had treated him as a friend, maybe things would have been different.
***
Dear Diary,
Just like the previous day, I found myself alone. But I won't let that discourage me. I will make an effort to make friends. I don't want to end up like Rain, a loner. I'll do my best to build connections and create meaningful relationships here at the academy.
***
Dear Diary,
People have finally stopped bothering me about Rain. It's a relief, but at the same time, I can't help but feel a sense of emptiness. Today was supposed to be the day of Rain's livestream, but he didn't go live. I wonder if something happened to him. Will he ever come back? I know I won't get a second chance with him, but deep down, I still wish to be his friend. I don't want him to feel lonely.
After his second livestream,
Dear Diary,
Phew. I've created this fan club now. Rain will never be alone. Many people will know him, but I will be the only one who truly understands him. I have so many photos of him, but I won't share them with anyone. His body is so perfect, and his face and skin are more beautiful than any woman's. Just wait, Rain. Your friend is becoming stronger day by day. I will come to meet you, and I will protect you from those bad girls.
And then, the last entry Rain came across was,
"That girl must be Emma. I will never forgive her. She made Rain sad. How could she do that? But it's all right now. I am his friend. I will protect him from those bad bitches. I won't let anyone hurt him. We will be friends forever. Fufu."
"Oh, Rain... Where are you? Do you have any idea how much I miss you? But it's okay. I will come to you very soon. Just wait for me. You will be mine. Only mine. If any girl comes between us, I will crush them. But Rain is so delicate. Maybe I should stay with him 24 hours a day. Yes, that would be good."
***
After reading Arya's diary entries filled with her fantasies and obsessive thoughts, Rain's expression turned grim. He couldn't help but feel a mixture of concern and discomfort for the depth of Arya's infatuation with him.
He understood that her intentions might come from a place of misguided affection, but the intensity and possessiveness portrayed in her words raised red flags in his mind. It was clear to Rain that Arya's perception of their relationship had far exceeded the boundaries of friendship.
"Looks like I gained a stupid yandere..." Rain sighed.
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Diary Entry:
Date: [Insert Date]
Dear Diary,
Today, I couldn't help but let my mind wander into the realms of fantasy, where Rain and I shared moments that seemed too beautiful to exist in reality. These daydreams consumed my thoughts, and I found solace in weaving intricate tales of our connection.
In my reverie, I found myself transported to a secluded forest, illuminated by the gentle glow of the moon. Rain and I danced beneath the starry sky, our movements synchronized as if we were made for each other. The touch of his hand, the warmth of his embrace—it was pure bliss. Oh, how I wished those moments could transcend the boundaries of dreams and become our reality.
But the fantasies did not end there. I also envisioned myself as Rain's unwavering protector, standing fearlessly by his side as he faced imagined adversaries. In my mind, I wielded a gleaming sword, battling fiercely to shield him from any harm. I would sacrifice everything to keep him safe, for his happiness meant everything to me.
And then, my thoughts took a more intimate turn. I imagined stolen glances and secret encounters, where Rain and I shared moments of tenderness away from prying eyes. In these fantasies, his gaze held mine with an intensity that sent shivers down my spine. The softness of his lips against mine, the electricity that pulsed between us—it was a world where passion knew no bounds.
Throughout these daydreams, one theme remained constant—the unwavering dedication I had to Rain's happiness. In my mind, I was the one who truly understood him, his confidante and rock. I longed to be the source of solace and joy in his life, the one who could fulfill his every need and desire.
But as I write these words, I cannot help but acknowledge the depths of my own delusion. These fantasies have blurred the lines between reality and desire, leading me down a path that may be unhealthy and unsettling. I must tread carefully and remind myself that true connections are built on mutual understanding and consent.
Oh, Rain, how I yearn for your presence in my life. Yet, I must face the reality that these fantasies are just that—figments of my imagination. I must learn to differentiate between the realms of my dreams and the boundaries of what is healthy and acceptable.
Until next time, dear diary, I will continue to navigate the complexities of my emotions and the fragile line between reality and fantasy.
Yours faithfully,
Arya
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