Chapter 470 - Being One
Xiong Zi's hand was on her core, stroking unconsciously.
It was Xiong Zhi's first time seeing Linfeng masturbate in front of her. She had watched p.o.r.n, but it had disgusted her a lot. She had also read many e.r.o.t.i.c content. She never really understood how it could have been pleasing because she only felt aversion. This was the first time she felt how e.r.o.t.i.c it was to watch a man do that in front of her.
It made her burn. She felt empty, needy with the desire to be filled in. Her watery eyes looked at him with fevered l.u.s.t.
"Please, I want you, more…"
A shiver ran down Linfeng's spine and he bent to kiss his Young Miss hard.
"Zhi'er... It will hurt."
"I am prepared… I want our bodies become one, to never separate again."
Linfeng kissed the physiological tears at the corners of Xiong Zhi's eyes.
"We will never be separated again."
He pushed his lower body on top of her wetness.
They both gasped at the fiery contact, and inadvertently rubbed first.
Linfeng's eyes were heavily lidded with l.u.s.t.
He licked his lips. Just this rubbing outside already felt wondrous, what more if he was already in…Find authorized novels in , faster updates, better experience, Please click #%!d(string=15549809506927505)/being-one_%!d(string=51504495758197054) for visiting.
Slowly, the huge shaft sank in.
"Hmmmng-ah!"
Xiong Zhi felt as if her insides were being torn apart.
Thankfully, she was fully prepared and ready.
However, it still felt much more painful than his fingers alone.
She felt her insides slowly being stretched out until she felt like she will burst.
"Hurts, it hurts…"
Linfeng showered her with gentle kisses as he gritted his teeth and stopped moving.
He was not yet fully inside.
He shook to clear his head and continued to whisper.
"I love you, Zhi'er."
"I love you, my Young Miss."
"I love you, Zhi."
"I love you, I love you."
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Xiong Zhi heard him.
She wanted to answer, but she could not.
The tearing pain suddenly brought her memories of a distant past where she had felt a worse pain than this, way, way more painful, the most painful she had ever known.
The memories were like a cold shower which immediately extinguished her fire.
Due to this, the pain was magnified by several folds.
Xiong Zhi gritted her teeth. Why suddenly remember it now?
Tears began to pour from her eyes, both from the pain she was feeling and from that painful memory.
She fought against the sudden urge to push Linfeng away. She had to do it. She had to be with Linfeng, as one with him. Then her body would become pure again. A body that was only for Linfeng.
"Linfeng..." Xiong Zhi sobbed.
Her fingers scratched at his back.
Linfeng breathed heavily at the sudden tightening around him, forcefully suppressing his body from moving, but he already felt that the thin wall blocking his way was already torn. He became nervous after hearing Xiong Zhi's sob.
"Zhi'er? Does it hurt so much? I… I will stop," Linfeng whispered painfully through gritted teeth, feeling distressed for her.
But before Linfeng could move away, Xiong Zhi hugged him tightly.
"No, no, no… it was painful, so painful," she incoherently whimpered while sobbing.
It was painful when she had been violated against her will.
It was painful when Linfeng was not there to rescue her.
It was very painful when, after the deed was done, there was still no Linfeng.
Xiong Zhi had been trying to escape it all, but she still ended up remembering all of it at the most critical moment, the heartache and the extreme pain she had buried.
Linfeng felt Xiong Zhi's heartache and agitation.
He knew at this moment that she was not just talking about this, but another wound she had.
His body still burned painfully, but he comforted Xiong Zhi.
He did not know what kind of memories she could have remembered that they were brought up at this moment, but it must be related to pain.
Her body was still that of a v.i.r.g.i.n, so it should not be…
Still, for her to cry like this, it must be a terribly bad memory.
"I'm sorry."
He hugged her tightly and kissed her tears, feeling very distressed.
He was remorseful that he had not met her earlier, and was not there when the most important person in his life was suffering.
He felt bad for not even knowing what it was. He was helpless.
But there was one thing he could promise. He caressed her face with his kisses. His hoarse whispers filled the room.
"Zhi'er. I… I could not accompany you before when you suffered, but from here on… I promise, I will not let you suffer anymore. You won't be sad or lonely again. Even if bad things happen, I will always be with you. I will make you the happiest woman in the world. I… I want to erase all the pain you felt before. "
Xiong Zhi sobbed louder.
These were the words she had been waiting for at that time.
For a moment, it was as if time and space shifted and merged.
The Xiong Zhi who shouted Linfeng's name over and over again while crying, the Xiong Zhi who stared blankly at the sky, waiting for Linfeng to drop down and save her from hell…
In the past life, he had come in too late, and she never got to hear these words.
Finally, that Xiong Zhi overlapped with the one in Linfeng's arms, being loved by him cherishingly.
Her ears were filled with many 'I love you's' whispered by the man over and over again.
That Xiong Zhi, who had died under the cold rain with the man she longed for lying dead on her lap, was finally given a happy ending.
Xiong Zhi hugged Linfeng, feeling his kisses on her face, lips, and neck.
The short moment of pain along with recalled memories—that very short moment, finally eased Xiong Zhi's sorrowful heart.
Finally, the star-crossed lovers in the past lifetime who never got their first kiss and first embrace, nor even held hands, were now finally connected.
In body, mind, heart, and soul.
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