Cole opened his eyes to a stifling silence. He was alone, but it wasn't as if that was a bother to him, his heart was in turmoil and he was confused. There was a heaviness at the pit of his stomach that he just couldn't seem to get rid of. It would be easy for many people to highlight, over and over again that men had to be strong and not be shaken by women cause they're never worth it, but when you've loved someone the way Cole has...being a man no longer had anything to do with it, just the fact that you were another motherfucker with a broken heart.
[Welcome Back Master Cole! I Did Not Expect Your Return For At Least Another Hour. Would You Like Me Notify Lady Tehilla?]
"No, don't let anyone else know that I'm back, where is she right now?" Cole asked as he swung himself over his bed, feet recoiling back once it touched the cold floor beneath him. But his body quickly adapted to the change in temperature as he headed for the door bare feet and bare chested, a tail swishing behind him in agitation.
[I Believe She Has Just Left The Shower Master! Her Room Is Down The Hall From Yours Sir.]
Cole nodded in agreement and left the room, turning left as his room was at the end of a hall. He moved down to find the door to what would probably be her room. As he got closer he had to make a judgement call, what the fuck was he even going to do there, or ask her. Such his emotions were in a state of flux and usually he'd kill some shit just to feel better, it was what he did when the event started that had helped him deal with his break up with Sarah.
And as far as break ups went, he's and Sarah was as messy as they came. Most would say she was right for cuckolding him, and that he had been a bum. He had not been ready to step up to the responsibilities he wanted and be a man about it. He was an absolute child with no idea how the damn fucking world works. But she had started cheating after Three Months!.... In the end there was no justification for what they had both put each other through, but he knew he suffered the most, and now she was coming out of God knows where to profit off his fucking name!
It was the lowest shit she could possibly pull of and it annoyed him to no end. But his emotions were conflicted on such a level that he was no longer calm, so much so that he was loosing his own balance….. fuck! Perhaps later than the line when he has built an all powerful civilization he would ban love for all Raen Demons. It absolutely did not feel as good as it used, and he-
Tehilla's door swung open, and she was there in a towel, glaring at him, as water dripped down her body. "Your bloody emotions and thoughts could not be any more loud. I could hear your fucking heart beat from within these doors and they're soundproof enough that if nuclear bomb went off in this hall, I wouldn't hear it. What the fuck is wrong with you mmm-"
He kissed and moved into the room in the same motion. Holding on to her waist as her shocked eyes widened and the doors closed behind them with a hiss. It was desperate, frantic, Cole was searching for something he didn't know what, but right now he knew he desperately needed it, if at all his aching heart would survive the horror it was currently feeling.
And then be found it. She melted into his arms as her own rose up to encircle his neck. She returned the kiss, somehow taking control as she missed not as frantically as he was doing, not like some alleyway skank looking for a quick orgasm. No she took it softly, slowly, her tongue caressing his own as her deep breaths blew across his face. The pit in his stomach became a tingle in his spine as both his always ignored tail and his dick rose up in attention.
Tehilla was a like a lover who had been waiting so long for the one her heart longer for, and for Cole he was like the starving man aching for affection and that finally found the acceptance he has been searching for so long. Finally here was a chance to truly be weak and open, and he surrendered it all, giving full power as she spun him around and pushed him on top of the bed before getting on top of him, her towel somehow getting lost in the process.
And just like that Cole was assaulted by a moment of clarity, he felt disgusted by what was happening. But not because he did not want her, but because he felt as if once again he was just using her as a means to deal with his own insecurities and pain. He knew how she felt about him, even though he was almost half sure it was because she wasn't so right in the head, he felt as if he was taking advantage of her, and she immediately noticed his hesitation as she also stopped.
For her she was just as appalled by what was happening as Cole, but for completely different reasons. It wasn't as if she hadn't fantasized about this day and this sort of scenario more times than she could count. And it was everything she had imagined and more…. At least for those few seconds where they were so into it, they were lost to the lust and electricity that had been building between the both of them for quite some time now.
But now she did not know what was the next step to take, and it seemed as if Cole no longer wanted it. Perhaps she had done something wrong, contrary to the tough front she keeps putting on, she did not know the first thing about being with a man outside of the hundreds of thousands of hours she's put into watching porn and studying the intricacies of the human body and how to give it pleasure this entire situation was just awkward.
"D-did I do something wrong?" Tehilla asked, not at all caring about her modesty even as Cole tried his hardest not to stare at her breast over his head. They were huge, but was it possible they were still so firm….. did she get a boob job done or something? Even if she did, it could not be looking so perfect or so natural.
"You didn't do anything wrong… if anything I'm the person's who's fucked up this time….I should never had done this, taken advantage of you like this." Cole muttered as he mustered every last shred of will he had to move Tehilla up from over his body, blatantly trying to ignore the wet patch on his pants from where she had sat on him, he could smell it, taste it; her arousal.
"I'm not complaining Cole." She said to him as she sat back, crossing her legs but still leaving everything bare for him to see. Cole swallowed, not at all sure since when has he ever been so flustered by Tehilla.
"I know you're not complaining, it's just that I received some weird and disturbing news, a d feelings I thought I had dealt with and buried bubbled up to the surface….it left a bad taste in my mouth and a pit in my stomach and I guess on some levels ... I just wanted to feel safe, to feel wanted. Plus I have a lot of pent up sexual energy that I've not addressed in a while…..I guess I got carried away.
I used you as a means to deal and forget about someone else, and after everything you've been through, you deserve so much more than that. Much than just being an outlet for someone else's frustrations. You deserve that love that you've been searching and yearning for, not some demon burying himself balls deep in you just to blow a nut and to forget about the woman who broke his heart."
"And what's wrong with that?" Tehilla asked, cocking her head to the side and giving Cole such an incredibly innocent look he was cut off guard and speechless.
"There's nowhere left for me to go Cole, you're my future now. And after almost getting killed by your psychotic aunt and you doing whatever it is you did to save me, the way I see the world has changed. I've changed, I don't give a shit about love Cole that shit is for children who don't know what they want. But I know what I want, and you know that too. But if Sarah has made you, the first of our kind, the future king of demons, the Progenitor of the Raen Demon race a complete pussy incapable of taking what he wants, when he wants, because of sentiment, then she's won. Which means whether you realize it or not, the next time I see that bitch, I'm going to murder her gruesomely."
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