288 What if…
Kyle’s eyes flickered when he heard Kate’s words.
He himself had asked the same question to himself a few weeks ago. At that time, he was discussing some matters with Jake and the topic breached this matter.
And his answer was the same as Kate.
While he didn’t know whether their reasoning was the same or not, but he knew that they have similar views.
It is good.
Having someone who had similar worldview to stay together would be better than having someone with conflicting thoughts. This would definitely reduce the possibility of them clashing due to ideological differences.
<What if you had the chance to go back past through a method? Would take that chance?>
Kyle suddenly asked again.
He looked at Lucas, who was still debating with his older sister in regards to his absurd dream. If the dream was more complete and more thorough, it can even be mistaken as another life of his own.
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But because it was really fragmented and Lucas could only remember bits and pieces himself, it had turned into nothing more than nightmare.
But who knew how many times Lucas dreaded the future because of it. (f)reeweb(n)ovel.com
The scene in which he himself died and watching his older sister also being overwhelmed should have been full of agony.
Yet, he mentioned it lightly just now.
Because he had been numb after experiencing it over and over in his dream without seeing any hope for there to be anything different.
And Kyle was thinking of his own illusion element.
Should it be tampered, would it be possible for him to have those so called memories of his past life too?
For some reason he felt glad that he didn’t have one. freewebnove(l)
Because he knew that he could never be the same person. Having experienced another life, he would definitely feel remorse and hatred to those who wronged him and schemed against him.
The stupid him in the past would fall because he was unprepared.
But after knowing it, he might even take the initiative to hurt them because of the past memory he had in his mind.
He didn’t want that.
There were many things that had actually never happened but in his mind, it had. And it will definitely disrupt a lot of things in his life. No matter how much he tried to ignore the dream, he will definitely be affected.
Not to mention, there will definitely many things that he could take benefit too from having such memory.
But the disadvantage was also clear.
It was just most people would usually ignore this disadvantage that existed. After all, they would focus on the things that mattered to the most while reliving their life.
Thus, Kyle thought that for the sake of himself, the people around him, and the beautiful memory that had passed, it would be better for him to never had such a chance. Anyway, he will still be reunited with his family members in the underworld.
That was what he believed.
‘What if you had a chance?’
Kate looked at Kyle blankly.
She could guess that he was implying something, but Kate was thinking hard about that. If she had to be honest, she had never actually thought of reliving her life again. The many things that happened in the past made her unwilling to repeat.
Not to mention. Those torturous study as a student…
She really didn’t want to be a student for more than 12 years again.
Just thinking about those made her want to vomit blood.
If she could change some events that she had regretted in the past, would she still be able to prevent other things that she didn’t regret after reliving her life?
Most probably not.
Life is full of possibilities.
Just because something didn’t happen, it didn’t mean that it was completely impossible. Who could say that after having the memory of her future life, she will be able to live well?
Kate doubted it.
At least, with her lazy personality, it was possible for her to instead have a worse one.
Because there were some thoughts that things should have been like this but as she lived on, her action will definitely cause many things to change. At that time, the so called memory would be useless.
Those related with her directly will definitely be changed in accordance to her action.
And the bigger world might still go on the same, but those that had intersection with her can also change slowly but surely.
The so called butterfly effect.
<I might not take it if I don’t have anything particularly regret on>
Kate knew that unless she had something she regretted immensely, she would not want to take the chance.
But even if such thing happened, she would wish to change the past through some other methods. Because having such memory inside her mind would torture her mentally whenever she recalled it.
Even if it ended up not happening yet…
The pain still existed.
And it was the type of pain that couldn’t disappear easily.
<I see>
<Are you thinking about that black crystal Lucas had? I’m not of illusion department, so might even be able to happen me>
Kate squirmed lightly and patted Kyle’s hand.
Kyle watched the little cat in his hand and patted Kate’s head tenderly. Even if he knew that she was not of illusion department, what if such thing could still happen to her?
After all, that damned red rain had already destroyed many things that he knew in his entire life.
<I’m just worried>
<Don’t worry. I don’t think that will ever have a chance to even do> Kate meowed lightly.
If she could go back to the past, would she choose to be Kyle’s cat?
She might rather go on her own rather than having to latch onto him like this. Though, she had to admit that at this time, she liked being his cat too….
*cough*
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