Shen Qing spent the next few days like this. In addition to three meals a day, she stood in front of the window sill to observe the garden's every move. These days did not change much.
Maybe it was Zhang Lu's description of Xia'an that left a deep impression in Shen Qing's mind. Maybe it was that when Shen Qing saw Xia'an for the first time, she couldn't satisfy her. However, no matter which preconceived idea was, Xia'an felt disgusted in Shen Qing's eyes.
After a few days' investigation, Shen Qing has already explored the situation she wants to know. She knows that she can't stay here all the time. If she wants to achieve her wish, the first thing she has to do is to return to the garden.
It's just that she is very depressed. After watching the window sill for so many days, she has never seen Lu Bingwen except for four members of Lu Qichen's family.
Is Lu Bingwen not at home now?
But if he wasn't at home, where would he be? Travel abroad, or move to another place to live?
No matter which of the above situations, it is not a good thing for Shen Qing, because if Lu Bingwen can not be found, who will help her explain the separation of these years to her son?
When Shen Qing felt sad and sad, she was very excited by the sudden appearance of a figure in the garden.
Yes, the person who appeared was Lu Bingwen. In fact, it was not that Lu Bingwen was not at home, but he did not come out of the room these days.
After all, he is old and doesn't go out much when he doesn't have to.
Seeing the appearance of Lu Bingwen, Shen Qing's heart suddenly raised to her throat. She knew that this was an excellent opportunity for her eager to return home. If she missed this time, she didn't know how long to wait.
Thinking like this, Shen Qing tidied up and tidied up herself in a panic. After confirming that the image was not bad, she quickly went down the stairs.
Lu Bingwen didn't want to go out, but after being stuffy in the room for so long, he came out to breathe.
So as he walked around the yard, he didn't realize that there was a man in front of him.
When he found out that he came to Shen Qing, he widened his eyes and looked at it for a long time, then slowly opened his mouth, "Shen Qing, is that you?"
"Dad, it's me." Shen counted and nodded. Looking at Lu Bingwen's surprise, she felt that she was one step closer to success, so she took the courage to move towards the garden and said, "Dad, can we have a chat?"
"Go to the teahouse you like to go to before Zhencheng. It's time for Qichen to come back." Lu Bingwen blurted out before Shen Qing entered the garden. His tone was not tough, but with a layer of estrangement.
This tiny action made Shen Qing's heart panic. She knew that the old man should still care about the things of that year, but in those days
"Well, I haven't been to that teahouse for many years. I'll accompany you to have a look." Shen Qing originally raised the leg Leng in situ, do not know how to foot, she can only embarrassed smile, make a please posture.
The teahouse is not too far away from the garden. Lu Bingwen doesn't intend to drive there. They walk on the street one after another. Although they haven't seen each other for 15 years, Lu Bingwen doesn't take the initiative to talk to Shen Qing. Shen Qing can't figure out what he's thinking.
Therefore, Shen Qing did not dare to speak easily.
After arriving at the teahouse for a long time, Mr. Lu slowly opened his mouth, "since you are still alive, where are you these years? Why did you think that there was a home here after 15 years when Qichen was so big?"
Before he opened his mouth, in fact, Lu Laozi was struggling in his heart. The past can be seen clearly. To be fair, he still had some resentment towards his daughter-in-law. After all, if Shen Qing had not quarreled with his son Lu Zhencheng, he would not have driven out in the middle of the night, let alone lost his life in a car accident!
After Lu Zhencheng's death, this woman disappeared for 15 years. No one knows whether she was alive or dead. Qi Chen was still young at that time. He often asked, "what about mom? What about mom?"?
At that time, father Lu didn't know how to answer, so he told young Lu Qichen cruelly that his mother had gone to heaven to find his father. The purpose was not that he was cruel, but that he hoped his grandson could forget the mother who did not know whether he was dead or alive, and live a good and strong life!
He remembers that when he told Qi Chen about Shen Qing's death, his eyes were full of despair, and father Lu was distressed. He tried his best to be good to Qichen, hoping to pacify the children's heart in such a way. However, every time Master Lu thought that there was no trace of comfort, Qi Chen would hold his neck to warm his heart He said, "grandfather, don't worry. Although mom and dad are not here, I will protect you in the future."
Waiting for such a clever and intelligent grandson, the sadness of white hair people sending black hair people is no longer so desperate.
Many years later, whenever the old man thought of this sentence, his face was still full of tears!
But Rao is so. Without his parents around, Lu Qichen's childhood is always more bitter than others. If Lu Qichen doesn't say anything about it, he won't mention it.
But they know each other well!At that time, father Lu often thought, where did Shen Qing go?
Where did Qichen go when she needed her mother most? Even if she hates Zhencheng, but that quarrel has already taken Zhencheng's life!
Is it not enough to use Zhencheng's life to make up for her? Does she really have the heart to let Qichen, who lost her father, lose her mother again?
There is no solution to these problems!
No solution is 15 years!
From year to year, the idea of deceiving oneself and deceiving others has become so deep-rooted that he begins to believe that Shen Qing is dead. Otherwise, why does she refuse to see her own son?
But 15 years later, this woman suddenly appeared. At the moment when he saw her for the first time, he actually wanted to turn a blind eye like a stranger.
But meet three love.
Especially at his age, he is more and more ruthless.
Rao is now married and has children, but if you can get more maternal love out of thin air, it is also a good thing.
Therefore, since Shen Qing wants to talk with him, let's talk about it. Besides, he should also ask him about the matter at that time!
After 15 years, the things that should be explained must be explained.
"Dad, I know it was wrong for me to quarrel with Zhencheng, but in those days, do you know what we quarreled about?" Shen Qing sighed, these things have been buried in the bottom of my heart for 15 years, and finally I want to see the light.
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