Chapter 84: BFF'S Boyfriend(29)
World Three. BFF's Boyfriend(29)
"Ji Mujing, have you ever thought about it? Maybe what I want is not for you to bear alone it, but for us to share the burden together."
"Do you want children? How will you deal with your parents? These things are not for you alone, and this choice shouldn't be done by you alone."
These sentences made him stiff.
After coming back to his senses, Ji Mujing wanted to explain himself, but Xue Xue shook her head at him.
"I know you will say that this is to protect me, and I also believe that you really want to protect me, but this is not what I want."
"You know Ji Mujing, in my eyes, love should be a relationship in which both the involved party can share their happiness, pain, and have a shoulder-to-shoulder relationship." Xue Xue paused. "Instead of one person in front and one behind."
Xue Xue's words were shocking to Ji Mujing.
He never seemed to think about that.
"Take Zhang Fang's matter for an example. If you had chosen to ask me first that day, or expressed your dissatisfaction with me in a more rational way, perhaps Wang Yuqi would not have had the opportunity to take advantage of it."
"Take the matter of Ji Xuan again. If I didn't put forward the two choices and you just took the initiative to fight for the custody of Ji Xuan, think about it, Ji Mujing, would you use Ji Xuan as a way to solve the problem between me and your parents?"
"First, fulfilling filial piety, and second, fulfilling marriage, isn't it the best of both worlds?"
Ji Mujing wanted to say no, but the terrible thing was that when he looked into Xue Xue's eyes, this word couldn't be uttered.
Because he knew himself, if he didn't find out how deep his feelings for Xue Xue were in the first place, and then realized that he couldn't lose Xue Xue, he would have put Xue Xue's wishes first. After thinking about it, Ji Mujing would definitely make the decision Xue Xue said.
He didn't even have to think about it.
Because this was the optimal solution in Ji Mujing's heart.
"You can't deny it, can you?"
"But have you ever thought about what it would mean if I didn't do a good job in my psychological well being and didn't ask you to find someone to investigate Wang Yuqi's life abroad because I sensed something was wronged and keep Ji Xuan in this home? It means you will allow Wang Yuqi to step into this home."
"Because she is your son's mother, because she is your parents' grandson's mother, you have no right to stop her from visiting."
"Even if you can stop her, your parents wouldn't allow it, and once Ji Xuan cries and wants to look for his mother, can you really be indifferent?"
Ji Mujing did not give an answer, because Xue Xue gave the answer for him.
"You can't do it, Ji Mujing."
"If Wang Yuqi's dark history hadn't been made public, if I was indifferent because I couldn't accept Ji Xuan, if I was a student who only cared about giving without asking for anything in return, and was willing to put myself out there like Xue You, who was in the most humble position, you won't think that I can't lose it, so I won't be cruel to Wang Yuqi."
Xue Xue showed a smile that was uglier than crying.
"You don't have to deny it, and I don't want to hear your repentance."
"Ji Mujing, I just want to say everything in my heart.
"Let go."
"It can be regarded assaying goodbye to the girl who only has you in her heart."
Xue Xue's words made Ji Mujing feel like he had fallen into an ice cellar.
He found that things were not what he thought.
How confident he was before, and how ashamed and uneasy he was after hearing what Xue Xue said.
Especially when looking at the clear apricot eyes and the ink pupils that reflected his pale face, Ji Mujing desperately found that he really couldn't find a trace of infatuations.
In the past, she was either angry or coquettish, sad or shy, despite the ups and downs of emotions, Xue Xue always had feelings for him in her eyes.
But now, he couldn't find it.
Vaguely, the man had a hunch that what was lost would no longer be in his possession, and what was missed would never come back.
But even so, he still didn't want to give up.
Never give up.
System: "Ji Mujing's favorability has risen to 100%, and the client's grievance has dropped to 10%."
The depressed mood lingering in her chest disappeared.
Along with her farewell.
Xue Xue expected this. She expressed Xue You's mood and expressed Xue You's heart.
And one of the things Xue You regretted most was not telling Ji Mujing these things in person.
Communication is very important, but people often tend to interpret problems from their own perspective and take it for granted.
Ji Mujing made this mistake.
Otherwise, even if there was a child like Ji Xuan between them in the previous life, they would not have gone to the point of life and death because of Wang Yuqi's intervention.
For Wang Yuqi's evil deeds, Xue Xue will make her get her retribution. But even without Wang Yuqi, there were still problems between Ji Mujing and Xue You, especially Xue You's compromise on love and Ji Mujing's hindsight about love was inevitable.
It just depended on when and how it erupted.
In her last life, Wang Yuqi was a fuse.
In this life, this fuse was successfully removed by Xue Xue, but before that, even if there was no deliberate calculation, what should have happened still happened.
Because of one's character, the fuse will always still exists.
However, just like the butterfly effect, there are still many things that have changed invisibly because of Xue Xue's arrival, and these changes have led everyone's destiny to a different direction.
The most important of them was Ji Xuan.
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