Chapter 274: Her deskmate (33)
World Eight. Her deskmate (33)
Su Xiangnan didn't expect Xue Xue to remember this.
"You won't have liked me since then, right?"
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Xue Xue looked at him like he was stupid. How dull Su Xiangnan must have been to not know that Xue Yue had a crush on him? However, Xue Yue's feelings have always been well hidden. Before Su Xiangnan started playing truant because of Su Lin's condition worsening, although the two were deskmate, they didn't have much interaction. Later, Su Xiangnan's grades plummeted, and he fell from the clouds into the mire and Xue Yue began to approach him, but the boy obviously had no intention of being emotionally involved.
Moreover, Xue Yue did not ask for her kindness and feelings to be reciprocated. Naturally, Su Xiangnan, who was in the trough of life and self-doubt at that time, blatantly ignored her.
She had missed the right time. When she finally figured it out and tried to walk into his heart, it was already too late.
Su Lin's death and Su Xiangnan's disappearance seemed to imperceptibly tell that her sincere feelings were destined to be hard to reap.
"Yes." Lowering her eyes, Xue Xue said softly, "At that time, Xue Yue liked you."
After saying these words, the peace of mind she gained was like the cool breeze blowing across the water in spring.
Su Xiangnan didn't notice the sadness and relief that flashed in the girl's eyes, but fell into the memories of his childhood.
Since childhood, Su Xiangnan has liked all kinds of robots and models, and the reason why he liked them so much was because they were gifts from his "father".
"Although Dad can't always be by your side, these robots will accompany Nan Nan instead of me."
For Lin Youfeng, this was just to coax the child for a long time.
It has been so long that he has lost his expectation of his father, but it was still affecting him invisibly.
"Su Xiangnan."
Seeing the boy's expression gradually becoming blank, Xue Xue called him out.
The originally somewhat slack gaze refocused, but the confusion in the eyes did not disappear.
Xue Xue looked at him quietly, and after a while, stretched out her hand to hold the boy's big palm and spread flat on the table.
"Just do what you want to do." She said, "No matter what major you are, I believe you can do your best."
"Besides, no one stipulates that life can only follow the same path.
"It doesn't matter what direction you take, you believe in yourself, I believe in you, there is still a long way to go" Xue Xue smiled at Su Xiangnan. "I will try with you and be with you."
The scene froze at this second.
Su Xiangnan seemed to have a camera in his mind, and at this fleeting moment, he pressed the shutter precisely.
The girl's sweet smile, gentle and warm, was both a salvation and fulfillment to Su Xiangnan.
In the second semester of the third year of high school, the passage of time seemed to press the fast-forward button.
Although Xue Xue has passed the month that should be tensed in a strict sense, she has followed everyone's footsteps to review and work hard for the future together these days. The long-lost fighting spirit came back and she was fully devoted, reminiscing about the most exciting moments in her high school year. They were tough, but also the most memorable journey.
And being deskmate with her boyfriend, Xue Xue also experienced the excitement of being in a secret relationship.
As life returned to normal, Su Xiangnan's halo seemed to have returned, and the school girls often came to hand him love letters.
Some people even thought that Xue Xue was easy to talk, and asked her to help.
If it wasn't for the fact that it was the last semester and she didn't want to make troubles, Xue Xue had quite a few thoughts of wanting to tear up the love letters in front of everyone, so as to declare her sovereignty.
However, Su Xiangnan obviously didn't care much about these things. Once Xue Xue just ran out of rough paper, so she took an unopened love letter from Su Xiangnan's desk to write the formula silently, but when Su Xiangnan came back from the bathroom, he didn't even read it. He just took a look and reminded her to throw in the trash can when the time comes.
The bland reaction made Xue Xue's secret thoughts become mixed.
She blinked.
"Don't you even look at what's written there?"
Hearing her question, Su Xiangnan frowned, his face full of doubts.
"What's so interesting?"
"You won't take all these love letters home and throw them into the trash can, will you?"
Xue Xue remembered that once she saw Su Xiangnan stuffing the love letters into his schoolbag, and she sulked quietly for so long.
This was a somewhat novel experience for her. Later, Xue Xue attributed this to the fact that she had been a high school student for a long time, and her mentality was naturally closer to that of her peers.
This was perfectly normal.
"I didn't throw in the trash can." After Su Xiangnan pulled out the chair and sat down, he habitually took out a box of fruit candies from his schoolbag and gave it to Xue Xue. "I throw in the recycling bin, the paper recycling bin."
Hearing such an honest answer, Xue Xue almost dropped the box of fruit candies.
Seeing Su Xiangnan who was taking out the chemistry textbook to prepare for review, Xue Xue called out to him after the complicated emotions subsided.
The boy froze all over.
Because Xue Xue did not call him "Su Xiangnan" but "Nan Nan".
His nickname.
It was completely different from the feeling of being called out by Su Lin in his memory. The words from Xue Xue's mouth, even if they were soft and thin, carried a weak electric current.
After a tremor, it aroused a bone-numbing itch.
"Nan Nan." She called again, her tone seemed to be teasing, but she had an extremely serious expression. "You're so cute."
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