Chapter 266: Her deskmate (27) part 2
World Eight. Her deskmate (27) part 2
Sometimes, Lin Zhi felt that Su Xiangnan stole Lin Xiangbei's life.
But more often than not, he couldn't help looking for Lin Xiangbei's shadow in Su Xiangnan, who was about the same age as him.
He spurned his thoughts like this, but he couldn't control them. The result of the agitation and entanglement of the two thoughts was that Lin Zhi didn't take action for a long time.
Before he transferred to the high school, he had already drawn up many plans, each of which could bring a blow to Su Xiangnan, who was only a high school student, but what Lin Zhi himself didn't expect was that the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and before he could make a move, Su Xiangnan collapsed on his own first.
Because Su Lin crumpled.
Lin Zhi felt that this was probably the so-called Heavenly Law, and the heavens spared no one.
Su Lin deserved it, Su Xiangnan deserved it, he told himself.
"The mother and son are just paying the price for the mistakes they made." He had told Xue Xue the same thing.
The story was not very long, but the girl's nice voice told it, and it has a different flavor.
But Su Xiangnan, who was the subject of the story, didn't care to enjoy it.
He was shaking.
What Xue Xue said was indeed correct, but there was one thing that was different from Su Xiangnan's memory.
It was not by accident that Du Lili found out that her husband was having an affair. It was because she received a call from Su Lin that the whole incident was exposed.
Su Xiangnan closed his eyes, and what emerged in his mind was a scene that he had deliberately forgotten for a long time, but as long as he remembered it, it would be vivid as a picture.
At that time, Su Lin would still call him by his nickname.
"Nan Nan, do you want to live with Dad?"
The little Su Xiangnan was like a white and tender glutinous rice dumpling. He was holding a robot model in his hand. Hearing what his mother said, he raised his head excitedly.
"Can I?"
"Of course." At that time, Su Lin was still young and beautiful. She still yearned for true love and had ambitions for a good life. "So Nan Nan wants to live with Dad?"
Little Su Xiangnan nodded, but quickly shook his head again, looking at Su Lin with dark eyes.
"Then can I still live with my mother if I live with my father?" The child was ignorant, but often has an extraordinary intuition. In Little Su Xiangnan's head, living with his father and living with his mother seem to be two different things that could not be equated. "If I can't live with my mother, then I don't want to."
Little Su Xiangnan lowered his head and continued to play with his toys.
"As long as Dad visits me and Mom often, it's fine."
Hearing what he said, Su Lin was silent for a long time.
"It doesn't matter." She knelt down in front of little Su Xiangnan and rubbed her son's hair. "Although Nan Nan may not be able to live with his mother, he can see her more often."
Little Su Xiangnan's eyes lit up when he heard what his mother said.
When Su Lin coaxed him for the second time and asked him if he would like to live with his father, Little Su Xiangnan nodded.
Then, Su Lin made a phone call.
At that time, Little Su Xiangnan didn't know who was on the other end of the phone, so when Su Lin called him over to introduce himself, he obediently agreed.
"I'm Su Xiangnan, my mother is Su Lin, and my father is Lin Youfeng."
The moment the childish voice finished speaking, a scream mixed with crying came from the microphone.
Little Su Xiangnan was startled, but Su Lin had already taken the phone back.
He had nightmares about it for a long time.
There was nothing in the dream, only the cry of the woman echoed.
At this moment, Su Xiangnan seemed to be out of strength, his knees seemed to be unable to bear the weight of his body anymore, he squatted down slowly and painfully, and his whole body seemed to be in a daze.
Who was really innocent?
The picture in his memory was tearing at his sanity. Beads of sweat emerged from his forehead, and Su Xiangnan let out a low-pitched roar like a beast from his throat, creating a mournful atmosphere in the quiet night.
Until someone embraced him.
A warm embrace surrounded him like a hot current.
Xue Xue noticed that Su Xiangnan's lips were opening and closing, so she put her ears near him and listened carefully.
"Then the phone callifif I didn't say"
Xue Xue froze.
She quickly thought of something.
"If they didn't know then won't be dead"
Su Xiangnan grabbed Xue Xue's back violently, using all the strength in his body.
"Don't live with Daddon't callnodon't"
The broken words made Xue Xue suddenly realize.
When listening to Su Lin tell about the past, Xue Xue felt a little out of touch, and thought that the reaction of the characters seemed unreal.
Now she knew that Su Lin deliberately concealed something, no matter what the reason was, and what she concealed was the key to Lin Xiangbei's death, and at the same time, it was also the long-standing nightmare in Su Xiangnan's heart.
All comfort paled.
People have the ability to empathize, but they may not be able to empathize with everything, especially this kind of experience related to the existence and demise of life.
Su Lin's escape made Su Xiangnan bear everything alone.
His dark memories and bad emotions grew up with him like a cancer, even though they were suppressed, they never disappeared, just waiting for the best time to devour him.
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