Chapter 264: Her deskmate (26) part 2
World Eight. Her deskmate (26) part 2
Su Lin was expected to have surgery in April.
When Su Lin's attending doctor explained Su Lin's condition to Su Xiangnan, he also discussed this part.
Half an hour passed in a flash.
When Su Xiangnan returned to the hospital room, he saw Xue Xue peeling an apple for Su Lin.
"I'll do it."
Su Xiangnan's voice made both Su Lin and Xue Xue to look up at the same time.
Seeing her son, a gentle smile appeared on Su Lin's face.
"Auntie and Xiangnan talk first." Knowing that there must be something to say between mother and son, Xue Xue got up wisely. "I'll go to the convenience store downstairs to buy something."
"Okay." Su Lin patted Xue Xue's hand. "Thank you for coming to see me today, auntie is very happy."
"There is nothing to thank for." Xue Xue smiled, showing two canine teeth that made her look cute and sincere. "If auntie doesn't think I'm annoying, I will visit you often."
"Good, good, good." Saying good three times in a row, Su Lin leaned back against the erected hospital bed. "But you are already in the third year of high school, and you still have to prepare for the college entrance examination, it's not too late to come and see me after the college entrance examination."
"Okay, just like this, I made an appointment with auntie." Xue Xue grinned, stretching out her hand to hook Su Lin. "I will work hard, and I will bring Su Xiangnan along with me."
Su Xiangnan, who had been silently peeling apples for his mother, raised his eyes after being called out suddenly.
Xue Xue winked at him.
Su Lin, who saw their interaction in her eyes, didn't have the slightest neurotic look when she was alone with Xue Xue just now. At this moment, she was like an ordinary, amiable mother, staring at her son, and her son's girlfriend.
Not to mention the ordinary mother and son relationship, but after so many years of being dependent on each other, some mothers may not be able to let go, and hold unspeakable hostility towards their son's partner.
Not to mention that both of them were still just high school students who have just reached adulthood and are about to enter the next stage of their lives.
But Su Lin was at peace in her heart, she felt nothing but grateful.
The one thing she couldn't let go of in her life was her son.
A truly innocent child who has borne the fruits of her own selfishness.
Over the past year, she watched Su Xiangnan become more and more silent, sharp and gloomy, and never listened to her persuasion, and insisted on using his precious time to find ways to pay for her high medical expenses Su Lin only felt heartache, and at the same time, also at a loss for what to do.
She wanted to end her own life several times, so as to relieve herself and her son's pain, but thinking that Su Xiangnan had almost abandoned his studies because of her illness, Su Lin felt that this was just a cowardly self-made, another selfish decision.
Because she didn't want to live anymore.
The result of this struggle was a weakened state of mind that got weaker every day.
Although she was always holding on in front of Su Xiangnan, Su Lin knew better than anyone that she had reached the end of her rope.
The only thing she cared about, what she couldn't let go of, was her son, and only her son was left.
Fortunately, Su Xiangnan was luckier than her.
Su Lin didn't want to make excuses for her mistakes, but her own experience made her deeply understand how rare it was to meet the right person at the right time.
"I've been selfish so many times in my life. Now, I want to be selfish for the last time."
Before Su Xiangnan came in, Su Lin said to Xue Xue.
"I'm leaving Su Xiangnan to you."
"It doesn't matter if one day you don't love him anymore, I just hope you can tell him honestly"
"I don't love you anymore."
Su Lin had waited her whole life for these words.
So she held on to that meager hope for over ten years, only to be met with such a tragic outcome.
Su Lin did not want her son to follow the same path as she did.
As someone who has experienced it, she can clearly see who has the upper hand and who has the lower hand in this relationship.
Whether a person's life was long or short, Su Lin didn't want Su Xiangnan to have much achievement, but only hoped that he can get what he wants and live a life of peace and prosperity.
"What did you and my mother talk about?"
Su Xiangnan asked this question on the way to send Xue Xue back to the dormitory after nine o'clock in the evening.
Tomorrow was New Year's Eve, and father and mother Xue would drive to pick Xue Xue up and take her back to her hometown to celebrate the New Year.
According to past experience, they will visit relatives in their hometown and stay for about five days. After returning, they would be almost ready to go to school.
This seemed to be the first time the two would be separated for so long since their relationship was confirmed.
But Xue Xue knew that this was necessary. Su Xiangnan could concentrate on spending the New Year with Su Lin, and also have time to be alone to think about the future.
And right now, they still have some things to sort out.
Xue Xue has been waiting for Su Xiangnan to take the initiative to open his mouth.
"Talked a lot," she said, stopping in her tracks. "Is there anything you want to ask?"
At this hour, most of the commercial offices have turned off their lights, and the light from a few low-rise buildings could not penetrate the high walls, so the whole road seemed empty, with only two rows of neighboring streetlights pulling out long shadows to keep them company.
Half of them sank into the darkness of the night, and half of them blended into the light and shadow.
Su Xiangnan looked at Xue Xue and remained silent.
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