Chapter 263: Her deskmate (26) part 1
World Eight. Her deskmate (26) part 1
Xue Xue was startled, and quickly reacted to what Su Lin meant.
"You are too polite, Auntie." After a pause, she added, "I didn't help him, it's mainly because he can figure it out on his own, if he doesn't figure it out on his own, even if I want to help, there's nothing I can do."
Hearing Xue Xue say this, Su Lin's smile deepened a bit.
"No, you are too polite." Su Lin said, looking away from Xue Xue's face. "I know my own son, Xiang Nan is a person who looks calm on the surface, but is actually very stubborn in his bones."
"So once he decides to do something, he will do it with all his might. Similarly, if he decides to give up something basically no one can change his mind."
Su Lin said with a soft sigh.
"As a mother, I worry about him."
"When I was young, I was blinded by emotions and thought I had found true love. I didn't know that in the eyes of that person, true love is just a spice in a wealthy life, which can be discarded at any time. "
"In fact, I had a premonition of what would happen to me, but I was not reconciled." Staring at the empty sky, Su Lin showed a dazed look on her face. "We are probably such a magical creature. Rationality and sensibility can exist at the same time, but they run counter to each other." "
"A man's promise is sometimes worth less than a lie."
"Unfortunately, it took me too much time to accept this." Su Lin said with a wry smile. "Some mistakes can't be fixed, things that I can't change no matter how much I regret them had happened."
Her words jumped around a bit, but Xue Xue didn't interrupt, and just listened to the other party quietly.
"When I had a childActually, at first, I wanted to abort him." As she spoke, the woman suddenly covered her face. "I know this will be a cruel but correct decision for me. If I kill him, everything would have been different."
"But I don't want to."
"I don't want to give up a child who is connected with him by blood, and I don't want to give up the small chance to awaken the man's heart. That woman was right, I am just a cowardly and selfish third party."
Xue Xue felt that Su Lin was crying.
Even if there were no tears in the eyes.
But she had no words of consolation.
Everyone must be responsible for their own choices and decisions.
Even if she was Su Lin, Su Xiangnan's mother.
The hospital room fell into an atmosphere of silence for a while, only the woman's rapid and suppressed breathing stood out.
Xue Xue thought she would not speak again.
However, Su Lin was not finished yet.
She grabbed Xue Xue's hand suddenly, and her movements were too fast for anyone to react.
Xue Xue wanted to struggle subconsciously, but she gave up when she saw the woman's bony arms and the back of her hands covered with veins and tubes.
Su Lin also noticed her rudeness, and she removed her strength, but still circled Xue Xue's wrist weakly.
"I know this is a debt I owe myself."
"I have a feeling that the time has come for this debt to be repaid." Her eyes reddened, and she said almost incoherently: "But Su Xiangnan is really innocent, do you know what his name means? No, he doesnt even know what his name means.
I gave birth to him in the south and faces south. Su Lin murmured, That was what he said, he has a son named Xiangbei, if there was another son, he should be called Xiangnan, grow towards the south, face the sun, how wonderful, how wonderful."
Xue Xue raised her eyes abruptly.
"But he's a liar, a complete liar." Su Lin yelled, completely immersed in her own emotions. "I said I would call him Xiangnan, but he refused, refused to let him be called Xiangnan, and refused to let his surname be Lin Heh"
A flash of light flashed in Xue Xue's mind, and Xue Xue finally put everything together.
The truth sometimes emerges inadvertently.
"Is that all my fault? I shouldn't get involved in other people's marriages, but at the very beginning, I refused It was him, he didn't want to let gohe pursued me." Su Lin looked at her in pain. "Why did it all become my fault? I didn't expect that those things would happen later ah I just want my own child to have a legitimate identity, is it also wrong?"
Although Su Lin looked at her, Xue Xue knew that what the woman wanted was not to answer, but to listen.
She had been holding it in for too long.
That breath of depression lingered in her heart, and it could not be dissipated for a long time.
But she couldn't tell Su Xiangnan, even if Su Xiangnan might have guessed or knew, as a mother, Su Lin still couldn't calmly tell her embarrassing past to her son.
She was afraid of facing her son's hatred and incomprehension, so she would rather lie to herself and others and live like this year after year.
However, she became depressed and sick, and her body, which was already suffering from illnesses, could no longer bear the burden. It was only a matter of time before she collapsed.
After a moment of silence, Xue Xue asked, "Then where is Lin Xiangbei?"
In an instant, Su Lin fell limply backwards as if her whole body was exhausted.
Xue Xue was startled, but at the same time, she was worried in her heart that she had acted too hastily. If something happened to Su Lin or Su Xiangnan suddenly pushed the door in, it would be hard for her to defend herself.
Fortunately, Su Lin's condition quickly stabilized and when Xue Xue got close to her, her lips squirm and she slowly spit out two words.
"Dead."
Xue Xue closed her eyes.
Sure enough.
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