World Eight. Her deskmate (16)
Xue Xue still maintained the same posture, quietly looking at Su Xiangnan.
Until she was sure that the other party would not take the uniform in her hand, Xue Xue suddenly raised her hand and threw the clothes in her hand.
Su Xiangnan didn’t answer.
“Maybe I don’t have the qualifications or identity to say anything about you, just like I don’t know what you are thinking or what you have experienced, but Su Xiangnan, there is one thing that no one needs to prove, and that is life. ”
“Your own life.”
“Those things that have happened can’t be changed, but you can change things that haven’t happened in the future.”
Su Xiangnan remained silent, but his fists beside him were quietly clenched.
Xue Xue noticed this detail.
She decided to add another handful of firewood.
“Su Xiangnan, think about it carefully, does your mother want to see you in such a depraved state?”
Su Lin was Su Xiangnan’s soft spot.
As soon as Xue Xue mentioned Su Lin, Su Xiangnan suddenly raised his head, his long and narrow phoenix eyes were opened, and his dark pupils were like two carefully polished gemstones, incredibly bright.
There were still two clusters of anger burning in the middle.
“What do you know?” Su Xiangnan’s voice was low and hoarse, as if forced out from between his teeth. “Xue Yu, don’t think that you can meddle in my affairs after I’ve slept with you twice. Do you know that you are really…”
The word “cheap” stuck in his throat, and he couldn’t pop it out of his mouth, but facing Xue Xue’s calm gaze, Su Xiangnan didn’t know what was wrong with him, and couldn’t make a sound.
In the end, it was replaced by “nosy” with several times weaker lethality.
Even so, Xue Xue’s eyes darkened after hearing it.
“Do you think I’m meddling in your business?”
The girl’s voice was soft and waxy, and it fell into Su Xiangnan’s ears, but it was like thunder, and his heart was pounding.
He subconsciously wanted to apologize, but just as the thought slipped from his mind, he stopped abruptly.
He couldn’t bear it.
And…
“Su Xiangnan.” Seeing the young man’s complexion changing again and again, but still clenching his teeth, Xue Xue almost laughed angrily, not knowing who she was arguing with. “You feel wronged, don’t you?”
“You feel wronged about your life? You feel wronged that you have to work at a young age? You feel wronged that you have to live in a dilapidated house?” Xue Xue asked a few questions in succession. She didn’t give Su Xiangnan a chance to speak. “Yes, you are very wronged.”
As soon as these words fell, Su Xiangnan was stunned.
Xue Xue looked at him with eyes that he had seen in other people before.
Those teachers who cared about him, those classmates who asked him what happened, when it first happened…
“Su Xiangnan, if you continue like this, you will only be wronged for the rest of your life.”
Her words were like the lightning that pierced the darkness split the layers of fog that had accumulated on Su Xiangnan’s life path.
“If you are afraid of walking because you fell down and got injured, you will gradually forget how to walk.”
“But as long as you are willing to try to stand up again, then someone will help you.” Xue Xue paused. “At least, I will help you and accompany you.”
The living room in front of him was small and messy.
When he was very young, Su Lin took Su Xiangnan to live in a big house.
Until one day, a woman full of jewels came to the door suddenly. She pointed at Su Lin with her index finger and cursed one after another like a cannonball. The egg-sized diamond ring sparkling.
The next day, a man wearing gold-rimmed glasses came to the door with a dozen men in black, and smashed everything that could be smashed in the big house.
Su Xiangnan still remembered how sad he was crying, because all the gifts his father brought to him were destroyed.
In Su Xiangnan’s memory, his father rarely appeared, but every time he appeared, he would bring him a robot model as a gift, so in the little boy’s heart, that robot model was equivalent to the image and existence of his father.
Unexpectedly, those things disappeared in the blink of an eye.
Same as that big house.
Su Lin took him away.
When he grew up, Su Xiangnan, who had a good memory, understood the meaning of those words, and also understood how unwelcome his own existence was, and even explained the long-lasting sorrow in Su Lin’s eyes.
But Su Xiangnan acted ignorant.
As Su Lin hoped.
He tried his best to live a flawless Su Xiangnan.
It wasn’t until one day that Su Lin fell down, and the pressure hit like a hurricane, disrupting his life, Su Xiangnan finally realized that there are many people and things in this world that cannot be changed by himself.
His struggles seemed ridiculous, his persistence became stupid, and the phrase “illegitimate children are always doing things that are embarrassing” became the last straw that broke the camel’s back.
Su Xiangnan hid his real self.
The darkness was boundless, and there was no pain in the abyss, only emptiness.
From a bad start, through a period of self-deception, and finally return to the origin of nothing.
He thought it would be like this all his life.
But now, suddenly a girl stood in front of him and said to him: “I will accompany you.”
Accompany him.
At that moment, Su Xiangnan suddenly realized.
It turned out that what he needed was not sympathetic help or plausible understanding, but just a companion.
A companion who makes him understand that even if the road ahead is bumpy, he is still not alone.
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