Chapter 1953: Yun Bilu’s worries
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Yun Bilu felt that she was becoming more and more self-aware.
In her heart, she had always thought that she had only agreed to come here because she had been pestering Huang yize.
Actually, just as he had said, he was probably not very willing to bring her back.
In the past, her roommates had also said that when two people were in a relationship and their feelings had reached a certain stage, the man would be particularly anxious to bring the woman home.
Because they especially cherished her, they wanted to keep her as soon as possible and get their family’s approval so that they could discuss marriage.
However, Yun Bilu felt that she and Huang yize were the same. She was the one who brought Huang yize home first.
As for going to his house, she had been pestering him to agree to it.
Yun Bilu sat in front of the table and read a book. Actually, she couldn’t focus on it at all, and she wasn’t in the mood for it either.
“Could it be that the method is wrong?” she mumbled with her chin in her hands.
But she didn’t regret it. She just felt that she had been working hard in this relationship. Perhaps it was because her love was too humble, so low that it was like dust.
Chu Xin had once said that a woman should never be humble in love. You could be like a princess and act coquettishly, willful, and unreasonable. If you were a proud Princess and the other party was still willing to pamper you and make you his Queen, then he would be holding you up high.
If not, then it was very likely that the two of them would not be equal in love.
The more Yun Bilu thought about it, the more her head ached. She ruthlessly scratched her head. Why were feelings so complicated? why couldn’t she understand?
She only knew how to do things according to her heart and had never thought about right or wrong.
She would ask herself if Huang yize loved her. Did he love him as much as she did?
Was she too greedy? at the beginning, she thought it was good to see him and hear him talk to her.
However, after they got together, she wanted more. She wanted to see him more and be with him. She wanted to see him every day and make him love her deeply.
She wanted him to miss her as much as she did.
Sighing, Yun Bilu suddenly felt a little surprised. Why did she start sighing too?
Yun Bilu walked to the mirror and looked at herself. Her complexion didn’t look too good, and she had lost her bright smile. The light in her eyes was no longer as bright as before.
Yun Bilu rubbed her face with her fingers.
Did he really have to deny all his hard work and effort just because of that sentence?
Yun Bilu’s rationality and emotions were fighting in her mind.
She threw herself onto the bed and stared at the ceiling, her thoughts heavy.
Actually, she understood that if Huang yize did not think that way, he would not have said those words.
Some words were only said because of what was in one’s heart.
Perhaps it was because Huang yize was especially busy, or perhaps it was because Yun Bilu didn’t seem to be acting out of place, but no one could tell the change in Yun Bilu’s heart.
Yun Bilu was the kind of person who would hide her hurt, so she always gave off a strong and invincible feeling.
Huang yize would usually accompany Yun Bilu shopping, chatting, and eating at night.
Recently, Yun Bilu had been cooking for herself. She felt that it was better to work more to eat and live in someone else’s house.
Moreover, she didn’t use most of the new clothes, jewelry, cosmetics, and skincare products that he had prepared for her.
She only needed to change one or two pieces of clothes. She didn’t want to wear any jewelry, and she didn’t need any makeup. She had some moisturizer in her small bag. She didn’t need anything else except for her daily necessities.
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