"I really don't know what I should do with you, "An Xiulan said after his cheesy confession to her. Sometimes, he was so expressive about his love for her that she would be left speechless. She was someone who had a lot to say all the time. It was very hard to render her speechless but when he speaks like this to her, she would always be loss at the words. It was not like she could not accept his confession but more like she did not know how to respond.
"What else can you do except for loving me to death?" Han Zixin asked, raising his brow. Actually, he did not want her to love him to death. As long as they were alive and she kept on loving him, it was enough for him. He was very easy to please. All he wanted was for her to only love him in her entire
"That I already do, "An Xiulan said. Seeing the cocky look on his face, she sadded, "I feel like punching you now."
"Since when did my baby turn violet?" Han Zixin turned to her and asked. He was having so much fun teasing the hell out of her. It had been so many days since he had pulled her leg.
An Xiulan asked him, "Now I am your baby?"
Han Zixin retorted by saying, "Are you not?"
"That's a cheesy endearment, "An Xiulan said. Outside, she acted as if she was over these cheesy endearments but inside she had melted into puddles when he called her baby. She was just acting hard to please right now.
"It doesn't matter, honey, " He said, kissing her cheek. He knew her and knew how her thoughts went on in her head. After a while, he said, "You are in my arms. Yet, I can't get enough of you. I feel like no matter how long I keep hugging you, it is not enough."
He was not having enough of her. Then again, he could never have enough of her. If even she was fastened to him and he could take her with him everywhere, he would not be able to have enough of her. Sometimes, his love for her was so overwhelming that he wanted to consume all of her. And this time would be when he would be in his bed all alone at night and she would be so far from him. Time like that was his enough. At that time, he would feel so empty that he would not be able to stop his heart from getting crippled in the veins of sadness.
He would remind himself that he had her. She was not going anywhere but there was a fear in his heart that he might lose her one day and it would be over for him. Sometimes, this thought overpowered his love for her.
He knew that it was not healthy. He tried to stop it so many times. But he couldn't stop it. It was something that was not in his control.
Perhaps, when you love someone more than anything, the fear takes birth.
He never desired for anything but when he desired, it consumed all of him.
An Xiulan and his love for her had consumed him wholly. He could not think about anything else but her. He might be working in his office but his thoughts would always be in her.
Would it be too cheesy to say that he lives a lot in his head lately as she lives there now?
As if An Xiulan could sense that he was not in his senses and was lost somewhere, she said to him, "Then, you can hug me as long as you want. I don't mind."
She did not know why but she felt that he needed this hug so badly. So, she enveloped him in a tight hug and not letting him go anywhere.
"I was planning on doing that, "Han Zixin said, placing her head against her shoulder. They stayed like this for a while. Her sweet scent and the warmth emitting from her body calmed his raging thoughts. A hug from her waa enough to silence the storm playing in his head.
After a while An Xiulan asked him again, "Seriously, are you not going to ask what I am doing here?"
Did this man have no curiosity at all regarding anything? Did he seriously not want to know why she dropped by his office? It was not something common that she did. Why was he behaving as if it was the most normal thing to do?
Han Zixin sighed and asked, "Now that you are asking me to ask you this, I will ask you why you came to see me even though I know that you are here because you miss me."
An Xiulan rolled her eyes. Dear lord, is this the same boy she was bestfriends with? He changed so suddenly. He had become so clingy and cliche in love. But she would be wrong if she said that she was not enjoying every single second of it. But…
"How mean, "An Xiulan pouted and he kissed her lips, earning a glare from her.
"Tell me, "He insisted. He was serious now. Since she was asking him again and again about why she was here, he should appease her by asking this question.
"I made reservations for dinner for us. What do you say about a date?"
Han Zixin did not say anything but she could read in her eyes that he did not like this plan that much. She sighed as she looked at him and asked, "What's wrong?"
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A/N: I have to edit those chapters but my CE is not replying. I now feel what people feel when I don't reply texts. I am a horrible texter but I am terrfic caller. I hate taking calls and I hate texting back. Now is universe avenging those people? Lol! Sob! Huh! I will edit them soon!!!
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