2072 Recalling the mental journey of killing
In the earphones, there were all sorts of indescribable sounds, mixed with mu Yuan’s despairing and happy voice. Hearing the entire team members ... It was hard to explain in a few words. Other than Reyman, everyone’s brain was filled with some very dirty rubbish, especially Jack, who kept telling mu Yuan to be gentle and slow down.
Everyone communicated with hand gestures.
“Is the first team leader that fierce?”
“Even our instructor can’t take it?”
“Will the instructor kill us if he doesn’t turn off his voice? will he kill us?”
” I realized that after I turned off the video, it felt more like a video. The instructor didn’t let us see it, but my brain can fill in the blanks on its own. ”
Jacks hands hadn’t even touched it, and it was already over. His hands were stained with the stickiness. Jack frowned slightly. He wasn’t skilled at this at all. Originally, he was a layman in this matter. He had never thought that he would have any emotional involvement with a man, let alone care about such things. He didn’t have many needs and rarely solved it by himself, let alone finish it. In the end, this little rascal didn’t even need any skills and he was already so excited.
However, after venting, mu Yuan’s pain followed him like a shadow and did not reduce. He continued to bite and cry. Just like that, he endured for another two hours before that wave of crazy pain finally passed. Mu Yuan’s entire body collapsed as if he was dehydrated. He lay in Jacks arms and lowered his head to look at mu Yuan’s pale little face. At this moment, he deeply felt ... Heartache.
He had never seen mu Yuan in such a weak state before. Perhaps no one had ever seen mu Yuan in such a weak state before. It was as if he had just been fished out of the water. He was extremely exhausted, and his hair was all wet.
He was extremely surprised that mu Yuan would have some abrupt thoughts about him. He was a very sensitive person. Even before mu Yuan had confessed, he could already sense it. However, at that time, he felt that this child probably worshipped the strong. Coincidentally, he was a strong person and was also the strongest person he had ever seen. Thus, it was understandable for him to have some feelings of worship. To be worshipped by a pure and strong young man was something that could satisfy a man’s pride and self-esteem. However, he never thought that ... Mu Yuan’s feelings for him were not just admiration.
During training, he had noticed that there was a burning gaze constantly pursuing him.
At that time, he also found an excuse for mu Yuan. He had the intention to give mu Yuan a private lesson, but mu Yuan misunderstood and thought that he was deliberately targeting him. Thus, he was very dissatisfied with him, so he could not help but want to take revenge.
However, when he occasionally saw mu Yuan secretly taking photos of him, he could not find an excuse to give mu Yuan. He also vaguely sensed that something was wrong, so he left the South American base.
Originally, he had returned from the independence to enter the anti-terrorism force. His identity had changed from a marine and needed to study in the South American base for a period of time. Whether he was an instructor or went to study by himself, it was a test. However, he went to the Delta instead of staying in the South American base. He vaguely felt that mu Yuan should not continue like this.
Even before mu Yuan confessed, he did not feel that he had any improper thoughts about mu Yuan that exceeded that of an instructor or a student.
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