There are many surprises in the crowd around.
"Nerds will go out and sell?"
"No She usually works hard to earn tuition. " The voice of the surrounding discussion, let muzixi immediately cut like a knife, the blood of the pain dripping. She can't help but smile sarcastically. Facing Ye Ying's vision, what does she want her to say? How did she feel when she was raped?
Muzixi's hand was tightly clenched and her fingertips were white. She found that her disguise was in vain. Anyone's words could easily push her back to the darkness and pain of that day.
"Speak?" Xiaoying pushes muzixi with a bad smile like an elder. "How about the first time, tall or short? How did you feel? Xiaoying said more and more, she is full of desire.
People around, the meaning of exploration is more thick, muzixi's head is lower, just feel the same pain as heart pricking. No, don't look at her like this, she is not voluntary, she is forced helpless. How can God be so cruel to her, let everyone around know that she is a prostitute who has sold herself, how can she face the sight of those people in the future? What's wrong with the world? Woman, don't you have no shame? Why does Xiaoying ask her this? She is not voluntary. Heart, really good pain good pain.
"Xiaoying, don't do that again." Muzixi clutches the palm and plucks up courage to look up at Xiaoying.
Ye Ying saw such a serious expression and was slightly shocked. I don't understand what muzixi is going to say.
"Xiaoying, don't cherish yourself. Is it really so good to be fostered? Is it worth selling yourself out? " Muzixi is talking about ye Ying, but she knows that the person she wants to ask is herself. Her body is shaking uncontrollably, as if angry, as if unable to bear it.
Hearing this, ye Ying's happy face suddenly congealed, proud and cold. "Muzixi, are you mistaken? What are you? To preach to me? Betray yourself? Didn't you sell it? Didn't you go to the demon club to find the gold master? Don't forget how you asked for my help on Friday! Now, I'm going to install some chaste and martyr girl, and set up a memorial archway to preach to me! I don't think you can eat grapes and say sour grapes! " Ye Ying's lungs were almost blown up by the words of muzixi.
She has lived on her own for so many years. No one dares to say that she is only envious! What is muzixi!
"But also, even if you go to the devil, there will not be any rich people who look up to you, you will not be white, will envy and hate me." Ye Ying got up and looked at muzixi from a high position. Seeing that she was still a simple school uniform, she couldn't help sneering. Xialing and jifeifei on one side also looked at muzixi ironically.
There are only four of them in muzixi's dormitory, but she has never been one with them. She's used to it. Cold and ironic eyes let muzixi bite his lower lip.
Ye Ying turned to Xia Ling and Ji Feifei with a sneer and said, "I hate it most that a bitch has to be serious in front of me. Let's ignore her in the future! The air in the whole classroom stinks because of her! " After that, ye Ying has taken the lead to go out and say to Xialing and jifeifei behind her: "go, because this bitch, I don't want to go to class!"
In the classroom, only muzixi is left to face the voices of the surrounding people and the scornful sight. In the past, she was ignored by everyone, but it never made her feel so cold and the world so empty.
It's like standing here naked and being talked about. It hurts. It's the sound of pride being torn. I'll get used to it. I'll get used to it sooner or later, because she did go out to sell. She has no right to explain for herself. Muzixi always read in silence, and ye Ying never paid attention to her after she came back. However, after her predecessors, ye Ying always said that muzixi was ungrateful and sincere.
One day's course, sufficient and full, is a kind of hell torture for muzixi. But she deserves everything, because she has fallen and betrayed her body, which is the punishment from heaven. What else can she say. Everything will pass, it will, even if she wants to escape, but she will not escape. In any case, the last thing she wants to give up is her studies. She will graduate in two years, and then she will find a good job. Everything will start again. She has always believed that as long as she graduated, everything will be OK, so, nothing matters, as long as she can read, everything does not matter.
In the stream of people after school, muzixi carries his schoolbag and tries to find his smile. Falling in someone's eyes is so beautiful. He likes this kind of muzixi best.
"Zixi?" Lin nuofan shouted to stop muzixi.
Muzixi is slightly stunned. Looking back, he sees a clear and beautiful face. He can't help but feel warm and smile and walk over. "Brother Lin? Why are you here? "
Lin nuofan smiled with a simple and embarrassed smile. "I just came to see you. You've lost a lot of weight recently. I want to take you to eat something good."
Muzixi looks at Lin nuofan's smile, and her heart warms slightly. He is always so gentle that she can always feel at ease."Isn't that a nerd?"
"Wow, is that her boyfriend? It's so beautiful. " At the school gate, in the crowd after school, someone recognized muzixi. Talk around.
"She has such a good boyfriend and will ask Xiaoying for help?"
"Brother Lin, let's talk as we go!" Muzixi is more and more sensitive to the sound of the surrounding discussion. For fear that Lin nuofan might hear something that should not be heard, he takes Lin nuofan's arm and leaves.
The sudden movement made Lin nuofan's heart jump, but then he was secretly happy. Did he and she go further?