Chapter 470: I Don I t Plan to Think of You Again!
Translator: 549690339
“Then, Shengxia, is Situ or the crown prince??”Xu Lemei quickly asked Li Shengxia.
Li Shengxia cleared her throat.” Cough, guess!”Then, she left.” I’ll be leaving first. Bye!”
. Shengxia, how can you be so cruel? How can you bear to leave me alone? You won’t even answer my question. You’re killing me…”
“Lemei, that’s enough!” Pei Yunke tugged at Xu Lemei, who was exaggeratedly pretending to be abandoned, and could not help but collapse.
When Li Shengxia arrived at the hospital, she saw MO Nianchen sitting in a wheelchair, daydreaming in the courtyard.
His side profile still looked so good. He looked at the blue sky as if he was recalling something, but also as if he had no memories at all.
A basketball fell in front of him. He seemed to want to lower his head to pick it up, but he tried twice to no avail.
Suddenly, a feeling of annoyance rose from his heart.
She walked over quickly and helped him pick up the basketball, throwing it to the junior high school student next door.
Li Shengxia recalled that MO Nianchen had been helping her take care of her father and asking him to try rehabilitation, but…Now it was his turn. MO Nianchen looked at her with a frown. When he saw that it was her, he turned to leave.
“Where are you going? I’ll help you push the cart.””
“No need to trouble you.” MO Nianchen said coldly as he pushed the wheelchair away. However, the wheelchair was stuck at the top of the stairs and could not get up no matter how hard he tried. The inexplicable frustration made him smash the wheelchair twice in anger.
“Don’t blame yourself!” Li Shengxia held onto the wheelchair and said,””This is a very normal thing. It’s not your fault. It’s just that there was a stone at the bottom of the stairs that got stuck in the tire.” She pushed him back as she spoke.
“You don’t have to worry about me!” he said coldly.”
She wasn’t angry. Instead, she picked up the stone that had stuck his wheelchair and said to him, ‘”‘ Life is like the ladder in front of you. You will climb up step by step and reach the end one day. But before that, you may encounter many setbacks, just like this unremarkable stone that hinders your footsteps. But this isn’t your fault. It’s just a test of life. As long as you bypassed it, you could continue forward.”
MO Nianchen remained silent.
Li Shengxia continued,” Now, your life is full of pebbles. Don’t try to break through them with all your might. This may cut your tires. You can choose to bypass them. This way, you will soon find another path.”
“What path?”
“There are many paths to happiness. The one you choose now might not be the right one.’”‘ Back then, I was also firm in my decision,” Li Shengxia said.” But in the end, I realized that sometimes, what I believe in might not be right. What I see might not be true.
‘ What are you trying to say?” MO Nianchen frowned coldly. He said that he had taken the wrong path and chosen the wrong person!?Should I choose to be with you?”
“That’s not what I meant. I just want you to find yourself as soon as possible.” Her voice was very calm, but he was very irritable.
“My what? Why should I get it back? What did I forget? It’s nothing more than forgetting you. Since I’ve forgotten you, it means that you’re not someone important to me. Since I’ve forgotten you, I don’t intend to think of you again!”
“You don’t have to think about me.” Li Shengxia clenched her fists and took a deep breath.”But you have to face yourself. Don’t lock yourself in the dark.
Hiding won’t make things better. Pretend that nothing happened.”
“Enough! I don’t want to listen to your lecture! How many times have I told you not to appear in front of me again? Don’t you have any self-esteem? Why did it appear repeatedly? Didn’t I tell you that it was annoying?
Every time I see you, I feel extremely irritable. If you really want me to walk out of the darkness as soon as possible, please don’t appear again. That way, I should get better faster!”
Li Shengxia’s heart ached. His rejection of her was much deeper than she had imagined, but she would not give up just like that.
She opened her bag and took out a music box. She said to him,
“MO Nianchen, do you remember this music box? I took this back when I was on a business trip with you back to Y City.”
“At that time, we were only in our teens, and you lived next door to me. One vear. I took a fancv to this music box and wanted to give it to vou as a birthdav present. In the end, I saw the exact same one in your drawer.”
“At that time, you told me that she was given to you by a girl who admired you.
You were not interested in such things at all, so you forced her to give it to me. I felt humiliated by you, so I refused to accept it. In a fit of anger, you threw it into the trash can. After that, I went to pick it up again…”
“But I never dreamed that you bought it for me. Because you didn’t know how to tell me that you bought it for me, so you casually said that someone else gave it to you. It’s not because you don’t like it, but because you originally planned to give it to me. You know that I like it…’
MO Nianchen looked at her with a frown, as if he had no impression of her.
She continued,”
“I know you can’t remember, but when I saw this music box in the display cabinet of Ten Miles Red Dress, I suddenly felt that it doesn’t matter what happened in the past.”
“Because the heart that likes a person won’t change easily. She wouldn’t suddenly stop liking him just because he rejected her. She wouldn’t suddenly let go just because she was given the cold shoulder.”
“In the two five years that I have left you, we have only met for less than a year.
However, you are still in my heart and have never left…”
“Now, I’m giving you this music box not to let you remember anything. I just want to tell you that I don’t hate you anymore, and I don’t blame you. I’ve already forgiven and let go of all the past. All the good and bad are in this music box…”
Li Shengxia stuffed the music box into his arms and continued,”
“I know you don’t want to see me, but I have no choice but to come and see you.
Just like what you said, if you love someone, you will want to be with them.
You want to see them all the time. Even if you hate them, even if you are ignored, it won’t stop me from loving you.”
Li Shengxia finally finished her sentence before she changed the topic.”You haven’t eaten lunch yet, right? I’ll bring you lunch.”
MO Nianchen frowned as he watched her leave. He picked up the music box and threw it into the trash without hesitation.
He looked at the stone that had tripped him before and remembered what she had said to him just now. He felt inexplicably annoyed..
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