Despair!
Literally no hope, meaning total loss of faith in something.
But what Lu Xi had experienced, was not only how to express her bitterness just by losing all confidence in the world.
She had experienced the despair of not responding every day. She had also experienced the fear of her child, born in October, almost dying in her arms.
She did not want to experience it again in her entire life, so she had to work hard to earn a lot of money. Not only did she need to ensure the cost of the next two operations on the land, she also had to plan for the future of the land.
"Mummy ??"
Lu Lu's childish voice brought Lu Xi back to reality. She picked up Lu Lu and stuffed him into the electric toy car: "Son, this is the car Mummy bought for you. Do you like it?"
"I like it." How could a three year old child not like toy cars? Lu Lu sat in the car, touched the sides and looked around, temporarily throwing his most beloved Mummy aside.
Seeing that Lu Lu finally had a look that someone of his age should have, Lu Xi was also happy in his heart: "Son, play for a bit, Mummy will make some food for you, you can go to bed early after eating."
Lu Lu obediently replied: "Okay."
It was getting late, and the land was still small, so it was not good to eat too much tonight.
Lu Xi was already prepared. She took out a piece of thin meat from the fridge and chopped it into pieces, giving Lu Lu a pot of thin meat porridge. This way, he would be able to eat and not have indigestion.
Lu Xi cleanly minced the lean meat, then scooped the rice and lean meat into the pot together. He pressed the speed cooker's button, confirming that the smart electric cooker would automatically cook the porridge well, then returned to the hall to accompany Lu Li: "Son, are you sleepy?"
He was ru
ing around the house with his toy car, not feeling sleepy at all, "Mummy, I'm not sleepy on land."
Seeing him playing so happily, the corner of Lu Xi's lips unconsciously raised. If in the future, he could always go home and accompany Lu Lu after work everyday and personally prepare food for him, how nice would that be?
This was something that many mothers could do everyday, but she could not. Ever since she agreed to the unclear deal with Qin Yinjian, many things were left up to her to decide.
Lu Lu rarely had such a fun time, so Lu Xi let him play. When he was tired of playing, the porridge in the pot would also be ready. Lu Xi gave Lu Lu a small bowl of porridge.
Lu Lu had stayed in the kindergarten for a year and had learnt to eat by himself long ago. After bringing the congee over, perhaps it was because the Mummy was cooking or because he was tired of it, Lu Li ate it in big mouthfuls.
Lu Xi also scooped a bowl of porridge for himself, eating while watching the little guy eat. Seeing the little guy eat so happily, she felt a great sense of accomplishment, thinking that he must prepare something better for Lu Lu.
A bowl of porridge was quickly finished. Lu Li passed the bowl to Lu Xi and said in a childish voice: "Mummy, Lu Lu still wants more."
"You still want more?" Lu Xi reached out his hand to touch Lu Lu's stomach, "Son, your stomach is already full, you can't eat anymore."
"The porridge made by the Mummy is delicious, I still want to eat it." Lu Lu looked at Lu Xi eagerly, causing Lu Xi's heart to soften, "Alright, then eat a little more, you can't eat too much."
Lu Lu obediently nodded: "Okay."
After di
er, Lu Xi helped Lu Li bathe. Today was too late, Lu Lu Li was taking a bath and dozing off. Lu Xi felt his heart pained but felt that it was especially cute watching it.
This little guy insisted that he was not tired, and wanted to play with Mummy. Now, his little head was nodding like a chick eating rice, and he looked comical and cute. Lu Xi couldn't help but kiss him.
After showering, Lu Xi brought Lu Lu back to the bed. Just as he put his down, the little fellow suddenly opened its eyes, looking pitiful as if it was about to cry: "Mummy, don't abandon me."
Lu Xi hurriedly hugged him. "Son, Mummy is sleeping with you. He won't abandon you."
He did not know if Lu Lu had heard Lu Xi's words, but he closed his eyes once again, but his two small hands were still tightly grasping onto Lu Xi's clothes. Lu Xi did not want him to be afraid, so he lay down beside him, patting his back to coax him to sleep.
"Ring, ring, ring ~ ~ ~"
The phone that Lu Xi had placed at the side rang. She quickly pressed mute and looked to make sure that he did not wake up Lu Lu. Only then did he seriously look at the caller ID.
It was almost midnight, and a call from an unknown number came in. Lu Xi did not want to answer and immediately hung up.
After hanging up the phone a few seconds later, the stranger called again. The first time might have been a mistake, and the second time might have been to find her, or they might have gotten the number wrong, just in case there was an emergency ?? After thinking about it, Lu Xi still answered the phone, regardless of whether he was looking for her or not, he wanted to make everything clear so that he wouldn't disturb her again.
But once he picked up the phone, Lu Xi regretted it. If he had known that the person on the other end of the line was her stepmother, Cui Xianzhen, she would not have picked up the phone.
The old lady on the other side of the phone spoke with sarcasm and sarcasm, "Lu Xi, are you stupid? You brought that little bastard to Jiangbei. If Boss Qin knew about this, how would you die? "
Lu Xi had always hated his as a stepmother, but now that she had scolded Lu Lu as a bastard, her temper surfaced: "Cui Xianzhen, f * * king shut up!"
Cui Xianzhen did not think that Lu Xi would ask for help from her, and even asked for Lu Xi's father: "Hey, Lu, listen to me, this is the daughter that you have raised, what do you think she's going to say to the elders? It's all true that she gave birth to a bastard child, and wanted to raise that bastard child.
"Cui Xianzhen, I'm warning you, open your mouth wide for another little bastard, don't blame me for being rude towards you." With regards to this kind of person, Lu Xi didn't want to give in, and the more he did, the more excessive she got.
Those surnamed Cui had better be sensible, otherwise, if they angered her, she would settle the score with those surnamed Cui.
Cui Xianzhen laughed coldly: "Heh heh ?? You're being impolite? Lu Xi, how can you not be courteous to me? Go to Boss Qin to report, say that I scolded you, scolded you for being a bastard? "If you have the ability, then tell him. Let him come and take care of me."
"Cui Xianzhen, if you still want to take the money from me, you better shut up. Otherwise, before you can tell Qin Yinjian, I will immediately go and tell him that I have already given birth to a son. " Lu Xi hung up the call and added a few disgusting people into the blacklist. It seemed like she needed to change her phone number.
After his rage passed, Lu Xi suddenly thought of another terrifying thing. She had just brought Lu Lu Lu over to the Jiangbei, and the people from the Lu family already knew about it.
Damn it!
Lu Xi clenched his teeth, those people better not do anything excessive, if not she would definitely not forgive them.
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