Jian Xin was extremely familiar with this kind of scene.
Her mother had been brutally abused by her father in the past few years, and she had always stood at the door and watched indifferently, as if she was watching a farce. She had never thought of giving her mother a hand.
She had never expected it to happen so quickly, so quickly that she didn't even have the slightest bit of preparation before such a retribution fell upon her.
"Hehe ~ ~ ~"
Jian Xin wanted to burst into tears. She also wanted to laugh out loud. She wanted to laugh at her own ignorance, laugh at her own uselessness, laugh at why she hadn't helped her mother back then.
If she had done something then, would she not have what she was today?
At this moment, she finally experienced the pain that her mother had experienced all those years ago.
There was clearly someone right in front of him who could help him, but even though he shouted his lungs out, he didn't get the corresponding response.
Before Qin Yue's incident, Jian Xin felt that her father still loved her. He didn't have much love, but there was still some love between them.
His father often beat his mother, but he never said a single harsh word to her. He always greeted her with a smile.
She thought that she had always deeply believed that in her father's heart, she was different from Jian Ran and her mother.
At that moment, she realized with a sad expression that she might not even be as good as that bastard Jian Ran in her father's eyes.
Why was Jian Ran, that bastard, able to live so well?
Why did she get the love of an outstanding man like Qin Yue?
Why did the heavens give Jian Ran everything that was good but not even willing to give her a little bit of what was left?
Why was Jian Ran able to escape the fate of being used by her father?
Why could Jian Ran and she, Jian Xin, not?
She really hated him!
Jian Zhengtian stood at the door, expressionlessly watching Gu Nanjing hit Jian Xin, as if the person being hit wasn't his daughter at all, but a complete stranger.
There was no emotion in his eyes, only indifference and indifference.
Perhaps it was not cold and detached, but his eyes only saw money and power. The word 'kinship' had never existed before for him.
After standing and watching for a while, he turned around and walked away.
Jian Xin's broken heart felt like it had fallen into a salt bath as she watched him leave. It hurt so much that she thought she was going to die.
Just as he was thinking, Gu Nanjing slapped him again.
He glared at her fiercely, wishing that he could swallow her whole. It was as if she was the culprit behind the fall of Gu's today.
"Gu Nanjing, you're useless yourself, yet you dare to vent your anger on a woman. Are you a man or not?" Being controlled by Gu Nanjing, Jian Xin could not move at all. She could only provoke him with her words.
"Whether I'm a man or not, I've fucked you so many times, don't tell me you still don't know whether I'm a man or not?" Gu Nanjing said nasty words as he lowered his head to bite Jian Xin's neck again, "You're saying this now, don't tell me you want me to mess with you?"
"Gu Nanjing, let go …" Jian Xin shouted hysterically.
What had she done wrong?
Why did she get beaten up by these two men she thought were her closest friends?
"Let go? "If I let go of you now, how can I make you feel good?" Gu Nanjing said as he unbuckled his belt buckle. "This young master will pity you once more and let you have a taste of a man."
"Gu Nanjing, do you love Jian Ran?" Jian Xin also didn't know why she would mention Jian Ran at such a time. Perhaps it was because she wanted to ask the question from the bottom of her heart.
Hearing Jian Ran's name, Gu Nanjing's hands abruptly stopped moving.
Did he love Jian Ran?
The answer was very positive.
Of course.
Previously, he also wished he could hold Jian Ran and feel pain in his palm, hoping that he could see her bright smile for the rest of his life.
However, it was precisely because he had taken the wrong step that he had missed the opportunity to continue loving her.
Jian Xin held onto her stomach that was hurting from being kicked and continued to ask, "Then if Jian Ran failed to seduce Qin Yue today, would you still treat her like this?"
No!
If Jian Ran stayed by his side, and if the two of them continued to love each other, how could he bear to give Jian Ran away to another man?
Since she was unwilling to give it to another man, how could she bear to kill Jian Ran?
"Why?"
Jian Xin had never understood why she was the one who always paid the price, but Gu Nanjing didn't see it. Yet, all he saw in his eyes was Jian Ran, who was not difficult for him at all.
"Why?" Gu Nanjing repeated.
He thought about this question for a long time, and finally came up with an answer. Perhaps there was only one reason, and that was that a self-respecting girl would naturally be respected and loved by others as well.
Therefore, every time he wanted to force Jian Ran to do something, he was actually a little worried and scared, because he would never be able to imagine what kind of thing a woman like her would do.
He said, "Because she loves herself."
She loves herself?
Jian Xin couldn't understand this question. Who didn't love her? She loved him too, but why was Gu Nanjing unable to see her?
"If you don't even understand this, how are you going to compete with her?" Gu Nanjing let her go, straightened his clothes and looked down at her.
Jian Xin lay on the bed, tears flowing down her face. She kept thinking about what Gu Nanjing had just said. After thinking for a while, she finally understood.
Not only did Gu Nanjing not love her, he looked down on her.
In Gu Nanjing's eyes, she, Jian Xin, was no different from a lowly whore. Perhaps even worse, when she served him, it was free of charge.
She should have known all this earlier, but it was too late now, too late even for her to know if she should continue living or not.
"Stop playing dead, go wash up and clean up. Come with me to meet the two bosses later. If you can make them feel comfortable, then this young master will take advantage of you."
Just as Jian Xin was lost in her thoughts, Gu Nanjing's cold and emotionless voice sounded in her ears again.
She suddenly opened her eyes and bit her lips: "Gu Nanjing, don't you dare force me to do those dirty things."
"I'm too lazy to force you, so someone will naturally force you." After saying that, Gu Nanjing sneered and turned around to leave.
Jian Xin had always been very clear about what the Gu family and her father did. She had also seen many unsightly scenes with her own eyes.
However, she never would have thought that these dirty tricks would be used on her.
Leo Qin didn't like her, so she was of no use to him. But they thought it was a waste of resources if she didn't do anything, so they decided to send her out to please people.
Do what they advocate, and make the best use of it.
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