"Mommy, are you willing?" Xiabao asked Xia Chenxi sharply, "are you willing to die like this? We are going to have a happy home. Are you willing to leave me? Why don't you think about me more? If you want to die, you have to compensate. Who will compensate me? You think it's okay to give birth to me? You think I'm smart and strong, and you think it's OK. If you really die, I hate not only daddy, but also you. This is the harshest thing Xia Baobao said to Xia Chenxi.
Like an arrow in her heart.
She couldn't imagine how she would feel if her son hated her. Maybe she would die in peace.
"Calm down."
"I'm calm. I've always been calm." Xiabao said in a deep voice, without expression, that he was very calm, Xia Chenxi had Xia Chenxi's ideas, he had his ideas, and no one could convince anyone.
Xia Chenxi is very bitter in her heart. If she loves Tang Yebai a little less today, maybe she won't say this. She will really take her son away and continue their heartless life.
Happy, carefree.
But now, she loves Tang Yebai deeply. She can't hurt him so ruthlessly.
"Mommy, you haven't recovered your memory. How can you conclude that it's all your fault?" She said, "don't forget that you have lost your memory. You can't deny yourself because of some dreams and other people's words."
"Maybe you have done these things, and then you think, why do you do these things?"
"You said you killed Lin Qing, do you think I didn't think about it? I also thought it might be you. I thought about it earlier, but I gave up because I believe that my mother is not killing innocent people indiscriminately. If I kill people, there must be a reason. "
"You forget everything yourself. It's all told you by others. Do you trust others so much that you don't believe yourself? I believe that my mommy doesn't kill innocent women indiscriminately, even if it's for love. Do you kill innocent women for daddy's sake because you love daddy
"You won't, you won't now, you won't, why don't you believe in yourself at all?"
Xia Chenxi shook her head slightly. "I killed Lin Qing. Now it's a small matter. I indirectly killed so many brothers of Tangmen. This is the biggest knot between Tang Yebai and me. You don't have to explain for me. This is really what I did."
"So what?" Xia Baobao asked, "even if you do it, how about it? There are thousands of spies on the road, and thousands of defenses can't be prevented. The trump card loses countless spies every year, and countless people die as spies. What can we do? Who is to blame? The spy? The joke is that there is something wrong with our own internal system, we have made a mistake, so that others can take advantage of it. We can't blame anyone. "
Xia Chenxi wry smile, "if a spy killed your relatives, your hands and feet, you meet her, you will let her walk through your eyes?"
This sentence, asked dumb summer baby.
All refutation and all maintenance are self deception.
Summer baby really hope that he can answer, yes, I will let her go, but he knows, just self deception.
"Mommy..." Summer baby red eyes to see Xia Chenxi, "even so, things have been so many years, also should put down."
"Tang Yebai has been looking for angel for so many years. He has never put it down. I blame myself. This matter is in my heart, and I can't get through it."
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