"First of all, I apologize for my rash promise to give you a try. "Oriental whispered, sincere," I once told you that I love a woman deeply. She and I are childhood sweethearts. Being with her is the happiest and happiest time of my life. It's a pity that she's dead and my heart is dead. I've changed the whole fire cloud for revenge. "
"I just want to turn the fire cloud into her fire cloud and my career into his career according to her idea. Over the years, I have been very lonely and live by memory every day. I did not see her body with my own eyes, and I was not willing to die together. I always hold the idea that one day she will come back and come back to me
"For ten years, I count my days every day. I live a lonely life. Then, you show up. You have a temperament similar to her. I feel very comfortable. You can save my life and like me. I want to have a try with me."
"At that time, I refused you and said what I thought. I might not be able to fall in love with another person. Later, maybe I was lonely and afraid, and even agreed to you the second time you opened your mouth."
"I thought I would love you. I really thought so."
"I think, for the sake of Xueer's dead heart, there may be the ability to love others again, but I found that I was wrong."
"Cheng MI, you are very good. You are a very good girl. However, I have my own feelings. I can't keep trying with you. Please forgive me."
What he said was neither humble nor overbearing, and his attitude was sincere. He made a mistake in this matter. How could he have a try on a matter of feelings without consideration? It was a mistake for him to hold this idea.
Cheng Mi chases him closely, but he refuses to do so. However, he meets him again and again under several circumstances. On the contrary, people around him are always saying that after all these years of xue'er's death, you should have a new life of your own.
He was afraid that he would always be alone, wake up in the middle of the night and live in nothingness. As a result, he promised Cheng Mi that they could have a try.
The feeling of first love has never been found. He shows more kindness to Cheng Mi than friendship. He can't talk about love. He just thinks that if there is no snow, anyone can do it, then she is a good wife choice.
"Why..." Cheng Mi flushed his eyes, "why is it so sudden? Did I do something wrong? Did I delay your work this time, so you would... "
"You didn't do anything wrong. I did it wrong. I did it from the beginning." Dongfang knows that it will hurt her heart. However, if she chooses between Xueer, he absolutely chooses others.
This time, he thought Cheng Mi had a serious car accident. When he talked with Xiaoxue at night, he thought that he should make it clear with Cheng MI, and then bring Xiaoxue back to his side. If Cheng Mi died, this matter would never be solved.
There is a mustard in his heart.
That's why he came back in such a hurry.
He is responsible for his work, even if it is emotional affairs, he must be clear. Although maybe he died like this, it is better than knowing that he doesn't love her, which makes Cheng Mi better, but he can't be so selfish.
"I've always been kind to you. If you need my help in the future, I'll help you to the end. I'm sorry that I've failed you in this matter of affection." The East said sincerely.
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