However, he did not think that he would lose his mind and talk about breaking up. If he said that he would break up, he would definitely break up. He was not a woman and would use such things to probe into his feelings.
This is what he didn't understand. What did he do wrong? Is Lu Zhen going to abandon him?
Lu Zhen leaned against the messy wall and raised her head slightly. Through the gray light, he saw Lu Zhen's deep eyelids and straight nose, as cold as a knife, but too delicate and indifferent. Gray light on his body, coated with a layer of white quicksand, gray and desperate, throat knot uneasy sliding, a drop of sweat from the forehead, sliding into the eyes, and out of the eyes.
His eyes were red, and he could not tell whether it was tears or sweat.
Nolan's heart, twisted by people, seems to be afraid that he does not hurt enough, while stirring her pain.
From Lu Zhen's point of view, there is only a square inch of night sky without starlight. If viewed from the outside, the stars are bright. However, in this dark lane, the tall buildings on both sides of the street block the bright starlight, leaving only a piece of night for him. He can't see the starlight, his whole world only has this kind of dark color.
"That day, you said, I am your faith." Lu Zhen's cold lines suddenly became soft. "I'm so happy. I really think I'm your faith. Nolan's faith is so glorious. I seem to have a perseverance that I can't let myself fall again."
"I'm active, I work hard and I want to get back to the way I used to be."
"God knows, how much I think." Lu Zhen thick eyelashes, dyed a trace of water vapor, "but I found that, too tired."
"Nolan, I'm tired." Lu Zhen said softly that her voice was not as high as it had just been, and she did not lose her mania. She only felt cold and tired. "I am really tired. Over the past six months, detoxification has consumed all my strength. Xiaoxue said that I will soon recover, but I feel that my body has been hollowed out, and I will be good all my life, do you understand?"
"Look at me, do you still know me? Do you remember what Lu Zhen looked like when you first met him? If you look at me now, can you find a shadow of the past in me? "
"I just want to be a group of waste left in the garbage. I can't do anything. I also want to stand in the sun with confidence and brilliance one day."
"In fact, I do not deserve sunshine."
"What happened? Why should we belittle myself? In my heart, you are always Lu Zhen. No matter what you become, you are Lu Zhen. "
"Different, different..." Lu Zhen laughed, laughing and sad, "look at this place. Now Lu Zhen is like a mouse hiding in the dark and damp."
Nolan held his face in his hand, and his voice was angry. "Don't say such words again. Do you hear me? I don't allow to say such words again. You are the sun in my heart, forever."
"Ha ha ha..." Lu Zhen laughed. His slender body was paralyzed on the ground. There was a line of tears on his cheek. It seemed that he could not control the physiological phenomenon. He suddenly laughed very vicious. His wet tongue swept across his lips, revealing a dangerous and vicious smile like a poisonous snake.
"I've always been afraid that you'll find something. Now, I'm not afraid..." Lu Zhen laughs a little morbid.
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