Chapter 11 If Love
Gu Tianyou grew up in prison for the first fourteen years of his life. He had seen the most evil criminals and heard of the most complicated and tortuous criminal experiences, but he had never come into contact with the lights of his ordinary life. On the first day he arrived at Mother Jiang's house, he sat at a small dining table and looked at the delicious white rice in the bowl, the red roasted meat on the plate that looked like it was sold but emitted the flavor of home, and the girl with bright eyes and bright teeth on the opposite side. Suddenly, he felt that everything in front of him was unreal like a dream.
If it was a dream, then you might as well continue.
From this day onwards, Gu Tianyou's fate had turned a corner. It was as if he had returned to the normal course of life that a child of his age should follow.
Jiang Chunxiu and his family told Tian You that apart from the evil side, there was also the good side of this world. However, she could only infuse this concept into Tianyou's mind, but she could not dig out the deep-rooted evil skills and the bad roots of the cold reality in Tianyou's mind.
In prison, the body is not free, but there are no mental restrictions. Ever since they arrived outside, schools, teachers, parents, morals, laws, and various restrictions and rules had come from all directions. It was difficult for God You, who was accustomed to spiritual independence and freedom, to adapt to it.
He was unruly and had a mind and knowledge that far surpassed those of his peers. Everything that his classmates liked was childish and unfamiliar to Tian You, and he could not arouse the slightest bit of interest. It was also because of this that he found it difficult to make any friends at school. Most of the time, Gu Tianyou always strolled around the campus alone, without any sense of existence.
Fortunately, there was Xu Jiahui .
Gu Tianyou likes Xu Jiahui . In the beginning, it was due to the instinct of adolescence to yearn for the opposite sex. After living together for a long time, this love gradually expanded into a love for Xu Jiahui 's sunny beauty, her careless temperament, and even her violent temper. Even her appearance of picking up boogers was so interesting to Heaven's Blessing.
Gu Tianyou was the age of a teenager, Mu Ai. He had just begun to have great curiosity towards the opposite sex. His impulses during adolescence were like a wild beast that was ready to attack, trying to devour his rationality at any time. But no matter how strong his impulses were, he was still able to subdue this wild beast.
Not only was it because of his strong self-control, but also because the person who taught Tianyou how to read and write was Miao Shifan . This morbid and cruel serial killer spent most of his time imparting only his skills and not his virtues. During the more than a year that Tianyou had studied with him, the only moral constraint he had instilled in Tianyou was to respect women.
Rapists are the most disdainful kind of people in the prison ecosystem. Tianyou remembered that at that time, Miao Shifan 's only passion was to torture such a person. Every time he had a whim, he liked to find a rapist and teach himself how to perform simulated surgery on others.
From the time he was fourteen to Mother Jiang 's house, Gu Tianyou had maintained a pure and holy love for Xu Jiahui for two whole years.
However, the flames of youth continued to burn, and God was not the only one who was tested in his rationality.
This year, Gu Tianyou and Xu Jiahui were both sixteen years old and entered high school one after the other.
Two young men and women who were curious about the opposite sex lived under the same roof. Gu Tianyou's youth was bursting with hair, tall and elegant, and his special life experience gave him maturity charm that far surpassed that of a youth of the same age, both physically and mentally. As for Xu Jiahui , she was already a graceful and elegant flower girl, just like a flower hanging in the morning dew, about to blossom.
He and she were attracted to each other at the beginning of their love affair. Everything started logically, and they were as beautiful as a beautiful couple.
Gu Tianyou could resist his growing desire, but he could not resist Xu Jiahui 's increasing enthusiasm.
Jiang Chunxiu spent most of her time busy with her work. Her husband, Xu Jinwen , was a border guard and was away all year round. Most of the time, there were only two teenage boys and girls who lacked common sense about sex, and they had a lot of private time for each other every day. Walking together seemed to be a matter of course.
It happened at the winter solstice, that afternoon, the sun was exceptionally bright.
When Gu Tianyou returned home, Mother Jiang was working overtime at the office, where Xu Jiahui was preparing dinner. She wore blue and white sportswear, the sun shining on her body, beautiful lines emitting a youthful light. Gu Tianyou's gaze was calm as water as he stared at her. The desire in his heart was already surging like a tide.
Xu Jiahui suddenly raised her head and smiled at Tianyou, "What are you looking at foolishly for? Why aren't you here to help?" As he spoke, Chongtian You hooked his fingers. Hook your fingers, not wave your hands. Xu Jiahui suddenly stood up, as if her feet were slipping and she fell into Tianyou's embrace.
The fiery youth was as red as blood. The joy and pain brought about by the first sacrifice of life interweaved together. The two young men and women finally stepped on the forbidden area and picked up the forbidden fruit of life.
Xu Jiahui was unexpectedly pregnant
First discovered by Mother Jiang , Xu Jinwen rushed home after hearing the news. In this family, he was Jiang Chunxiu 's husband and Xu Jiahui 's father. In a certain frontier defense unit, he was the deputy squadron leader of an anti-narcotics unit, a hero who had won third-class merits many times. On the day he learned of this, he rushed home from the army. When he entered, he raised his gun and pointed it at Gu Tianyou's head.
"We'll take you home from the cell, feed you, study you, help you integrate into society, and live a normal life. Is that how you repay us?"
Xu Jinwen 's angry gaze was about to spit fire, and his trembling hands seemed to be unable to resist the urge to pull the trigger. If it weren't for Jiang Chunxiu desperately trying to stop him, it would be hard to say if this furious, traditional, and face-loving father would really shoot him.
"I will be responsible!" Gu Tianyou obediently stood in front of Mother Jiang with his hands behind his back. Although the young man looked thin, he was already taller than an ordinary adult. He looked down at the middle-aged woman who accepted him with all sincerity and forgiveness with no regrets on his face.
Jiang Chunxiu was willing to believe that Gu Tianyou's words were sincere, but she could not make the decision. She shook her head helplessly and looked at her husband.
The Xu Clan was a very traditional family, and the fact that Xu Jiahui was pregnant was totally unacceptable to Xu Jinwen . Not only did he hate Gu Tianyou, he was also angry that his daughter had done such a disrespectful thing. He turned around and walked towards Xu Jiahui with anger on his face
"Don't touch her!" Gu Tianyou shouted loudly, "It was all my fault from beginning to end. I forced her to do it!"
Xu Jinwen suddenly turned around and stared at Gu Tianyou. Of course he knew that wasn't the case. But Gu Tianyou's words made him see a possibility.
Gu Tianyou's expression remained unchanged, and his gaze was firm.
After a long time, Xu Jinwen 's tense expression seemed to be slightly relaxed. He took a deep breath and asked, "Wherever this goes, you would say that?"
Xu Jiahui was still young and Gu Tianyou wanted to take responsibility, but Xu Jinwen did not intend to give Tianyou this chance. In his opinion, Gu Tianyou, the child who grew up in this prison, was not worthy of becoming his son-in-law at all. His daughter was pregnant before marriage at a young age, and it was unfair to her. Although this person had been thrown away, the shackles of morality should not be placed on her. The Xu Clan's innocence and reputation must be preserved.
Gu Tianyou saw through his thoughts and took all the blame on him. At that moment, Xu Jiahui raised her head to look at him, her gaze sad as she shook her head repeatedly. He then turned to look at his furious father and slowly closed his eyes. He did not say anything. For a girl who had grown up under the care of her parents, it was too difficult to help Tianyou resist her father at such a time.
Gu Tianyou looked at her and smiled, "It's fine. Although I can't afford a family now, I can at least bear a few insults. You're fine, I don't care!"
Xu Jinwen turned a deaf ear to Jiang Chunxiu 's advice. He stared at Tianyou and gritted his teeth, saying, "You said that. If you keep your word, I'll count you as a man!"
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Before the Spring Festival was over, Gu Tianyou was sent to a juvenile correctional facility for seduction.
This year, he was sixteen years old. The life trajectory that had already been reversed seemed to have turned back, returning to the path that had been set at that time.
Juvenile detention center, a special institution for minor children who have committed serious mistakes and violated the law. For other children, walking in here almost meant that their future lives were completely denied, and they would never be able to turn back. But for Tianyou, who had grown up in prison since childhood, this place was only a simple return journey.
This was the prime time of Gu Tianyou's life. The seemingly harsh life in the juvenile detention center was not difficult for him. Whether it was dealing with labour, learning, or dealing with correctional police officers, he was able to move freely and easily. At this time, Gu Tianyou was at the beginning of the year, tall and handsome, enjoying a carefree time.
Once a person has a goal, he will not be blind.
Yearning was like a ball of fire, urging Gu Tianyou to try his best to adapt to the laws of society. Reading and studying grew up in a way that everyone agreed. When they grew up one day, they would be able to shoulder the responsibility of a family and receive Xu Jinwen 's approval as a so-called useful person to society.
In spring, Gu Tianyou sat on the windowsill. The mountains in the distance were full of vitality, but he turned a blind eye to them. He held Xu Jiahui 's letter in his hand and read it over and over again. In the summer, in the orchard outside the wall, the fragrance of peach and plum blossoms and willows, Gu Tianyou was too lazy to look at it. He held a thick stack of letters in his hand, old and new, never tired of reading. In autumn, the juvenile detention center's vegetable garden was full of fruits, fruits, vegetables, red and green. Gu Tianyou rubbed the letter sent in summer, his heart empty.
From July to October, it had been three months since Xu Jiahui had written.
After several tosses and turns, he had someone inquire about a piece of news. Xu Jinwen had been promoted. It was enough to accompany the army. Their family had already moved to the south. Gu Tianyou had no way to inquire about the Xu Clan's new address. He could only look forward to hearing from Xu Jiahui, but Xu Jiahui had never heard from him again.
Until one day, Mother Jiang came and brought Xu Jiahui 's breakup letter. There was no new address on the envelope. She wrote that she had begun a new life in a new city and was working hard for her goals in life. She was still young and not old enough to make decisions about her love life. She had made God bless forget about her…
It was not Gu Tianyou's personality to wrap his legs around his torn trousers. Since Xu Jiahui had made a choice, he would simply let go, even though it made him feel painful.
The most beautiful thing in life is first love, and the most helpless thing in life is always first love.
A beautiful love affair that had poured all of Gu Tianyou's passion into it finally ended without a trace. As the song sings, the ruthless fetters of the world always divide the affectionate into two sides.
The charm of a woman is always related to a man, and the growth of a man is also inseparable from a woman.
The first time in his life that he had lost love taught Gu Tianyou one thing. He could treat his feelings sincerely and without caring for himself, but he could not be trapped in the ground. He could not let it go, but he could not let it go. He could not let it go. He could not let it go. He could not let it go. He could not let it go.
Mother Jiang sighed and left. Gu Tianyou sealed himself for three days without eating or drinking. He finally realized that in order to survive in this society, the weak could only drift along with the tide. No matter what fate dictated, they were only worthy of what society gave them. In front of Xu Jinwen , the current him was a weak person. If you don't want to let fate take away everything you love, you must be an expert.
He could now study in a juvenile detention center, but his sentence was only eighteen months. Seeing that autumn was winter, what kind of life would he lead after leaving this place after the end of the next year? How can one become an expert who can give and take?
At that time, he had been forced to learn all sorts of skills and never thought about what he would do in the future. During those two years at Mother Jiang 's house, there seemed to be only one Xu Jiahui in the whole world. For her sake, Gu Tianyou didn't mind doing anything to become a person of any kind. Now that Xu Jiahui had left, her previously clear goal suddenly became blurry again.
Wandering in Jianghu?
With his ancient colored trick, he could become a wandering artist who could make a living by selling his skills. But when he thought of this, the old face of the old man appeared in his mind. He always said that there were no more tricks in this world. Moreover, the life of an expert shouldn't be like that.
Sixteen years of life, in the first fourteen years, everything he saw and heard was related to crime, and they were all anti-social. Miao Shifan had taught him many practical skills, but he didn't have the qualifications and qualifications to become a doctor, nor did he have the capital to become a financier. And the rules of this society were unbreakable. Moreover, these two professions were not something that could be accomplished on paper.
During the two years he had left the cell phone, apart from having a romantic relationship, he had also studied under the exam system for two years. All the scholars used it to deal with the exams. Not to mention becoming an expert, even if they used it to earn a living, they would still be delusional.
However, it wasn't that he didn't get nothing at all. At the very least, he had comprehended a reality: this was a world of competition. It was a world of competition between father and father. The vast majority of social resources had long been divided according to strength. The director's son is the section chief, and the worker's child is the worker. In that so-called expert domain, there were very few people who started from scratch. There seemed to be only two ways for a young man like him to rise to prominence in this peaceful era and become an expert who possessed a large amount of social resources. freeweb novel. com
First, the sword went sideways to grab the door. This was a way to shudder in the fire and dance on the tip of the saber. Playing with heartbeats, risking your life. This line of work was like walking a tightrope, requiring an extremely high level of skill. Remember Lord Long said that the outside world is not a black-and-white world, there is a very narrow grey area between the two. After learning the skills to survive in this grey area, there was nothing that could not be accomplished.
The other path was relatively safe, and that was to rely on the strong. Follow the strong and become the strong. Although this path was not easy to take, it was much easier than the first one. However, it was at the expense of dignity and time.
The reason for that was because there was no need for experts beside them. All they needed were dogs, hounds, pugs, and watchdogs. If you want to rely on a strong person, you must first learn how to make a good dog by using your strengths. It would undoubtedly take a long time for a good dog to become a person on equal footing with an expert. A lot of people have done it all their lives and never made it out.
There was no need to weigh it. Gu Tianyou knew that he was destined to be a bad dog in his life. The reason for that was because from birth, none of the people he had come into contact with had taught him how to be a dog. Lord Long had been a soldier for half his life, so he would rather break than bend. Miao Shifan was unyielding with his unique skill. The leader of the explosion group was gentle and restrained, and he would rather be shattered than collapsed; The old man wandered for half his life to be self-sufficient. The world did not support craftsmen. He would rather be imprisoned for life than flatter and entertain others.
Ah, looks like we can only start from the side door.
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