Can I see my father? Xiaonanshu is in a complicated mood, nervous and happy.
He always wanted to ask a question, why didn't his father agree with him? Is father too busy?
The gate opened in front of him, and mu Nanshu walked in with short legs.
In the antique room sat a tall man, who was drinking tea with a cup.
The dense white fog in the tea cup made Mu Ziqi's facial features vague.
Mu Nanshu stood in front of him and called him timidly, "Dad."
"Come and let me see." He waved to Mu Nanshu, who came to him. He was not as tall as his legs.
Mu Nanshu had to look up to see him, but mu Ziqi had a cold breath.
The man in front of him is not like his father, but like a strange passer-by.
"Dad..." Mu Nanshu called him again.
Why doesn't dad react to him? Is it really the same as he thinks, dad doesn't like him?
His chin was lifted up, and Mu Ziqi looked at the face which was almost the same as his own, and there was no sign of his mother at all.
If he had been more like his mother, he would not have hated him so much.
Mu Ziqi saw his body shaking. Mu Nanshu frowned and said, "Dad, are you Hate me? That's why you don't come to see me. "
He was happy to see his father, but his father didn't have a happy look in his eyes. The mood in his eyes was Hate?
Mu Ziqi said coldly: "yes, I hate you. When I see you, I will think of your mother. If it was not for you, she would not die."
A child of only two years old, we can imagine how sad this sentence made him.
Mu Nanshu held Mu Ziqi's clothes tightly with his fingers. His head was filled with the fact that my father hated me, and my mother died because of me.
Although the aunt who took care of him didn't directly say what happened to his mother, mu Nanshu also felt it.
But he didn't expect that the first meeting with his father was such a painful thing.
Mu Ziqi has not yet recovered from this attack.
"Come with me."
He didn't know where his father was going to take him, so he had to follow Mu Ziqi obediently.
Until I was taken to a room where there were lots of bottles and jars.
"Dad, what are these?" He asked in a low voice.
"Want to save your mother?"
He nodded.
"These are medicines that can save your mother, and you..."
Mu Ziqi put him on the experimental platform, "you are the guide to save your mother."
His cells and blood were given by that woman. If he could exchange his life for pear's, Mu Ziqi would not hesitate.
"Drug guide?" Xiao Nanshu doesn't know what this means, but he wants his mother to come back, so can his father like him?
He watched as the injection slowly injected into his body. Mu Nanshu had a little pain, which he could bear.
At the beginning, he felt that he could keep going. How did xiaonanshu know that bloodletting was just the beginning, and that the real purgatory days began now.
Small he often by Mu Ziqi blood test, again and again.
Because he is too young, sometimes he can't bear to fall into a coma. Mu Ziqi will let people take him down to take care of him.
After several months and half a year, he was brought out again. As Mu Ziqi said, he was just a drug guide.
Day after day, year after year, he was forced to accept this life.
The intelligence level of Mu Nanshu is far higher than that of his peers due to his intelligence and being engulfed by various drugs.
At the age of five, he already had the intelligence of twenty, and the complicated chemical formulas were almost the same as one plus one in front of him.
Mu Ziqi failed again and again. It is not so simple to bring people back to life.
Birth, aging, and death are the natural laws of the world. How can such an easy thing happen.
When mu Nanshu was ten years old, Mu Ziqi developed an anti-aging drug.
He was happy to take, but did not know that the side effect of the drug is to make his voice become old, his face is much slower than normal people.
Mu Nanshu, who has experienced countless severe pain, has been treated inhumanly since he was two years old.
He can't help thinking about all this. Why should he bear it? Is it really their own tragedy?
But his birth is not his choice. Mu Nanshu looks at his skin which is whiter than a woman.
He didn't go to school, he didn't have a normal childhood, and he didn't have any friends.
Like a bird in a cage, the pain and depression make him unable to breathe.
Want to escape, want to leave this life.
From that day on, he carefully planned his life, took Liangfeng and Liangling from the orphanage, and began to cultivate his own influence.At this time, he already felt that his father was a madman. He had no family affection in his eyes, only refining medicine.
And he had no expectations for him. Even though he had some expectations for his father, they were also annihilated in the pain again and again.
Small he shrunk into a group, tears of tears, "Dad, don't, don't do this to me."
He was like a white mouse, a mouse manipulated by human beings, struggling on the verge of death several times.
When he wakes up, he will think that he might as well die.
As a teenager, he had the same mentality as the old man. He was used to the joys and sorrows of the world.
Mu Nanshu made a bold move and successfully forced Mu Ziqi away at the age of 18, ending his miserable life.
Even if Mu Ziqi left, his life did not improve much.
After all, the psychological shadow has fallen since childhood, and he can't be like a normal person in this life.
He is like a doll without joy, anger and sorrow. In other people's eyes, he is a cold-blooded animal with bloody violence.
In Liangfeng's eyes, they are heartache and pity. They want mu Nanshu to return to normal life.
Once some things are formed, they can never be changed. He has no feelings about the love between men and women. Until Gu Qi appears, his world has a light.
From mu Nanshu's simple narration, Gu Qi understood why he never mentioned his parents in front of him.
He hated his father and even the mother who gave him life.
Even if life is given to him by his mother, he has experienced so much suffering and sorrow.
"Little pivot..."
Gu Qi hugs him heartily. At that time, when she was in the bathtub, she tasted that kind of medicine. When she thought that mu Nanshu had tasted countless times in the past few years, she was very unhappy.
"It must have hurt at that time, didn't it?" She couldn't imagine a child just a few years old going through hell.
"It doesn't hurt if you get used to it."
This sentence let Gu Qi more distressed, although he did not have a mother, but her grandfather and father spoiled her on the day, the same beginning, is not the same life.
Mu Nanshu, who has no colorful childhood, has left much pain and wound in a child's heart.
Even if those wounds have healed, but also formed a scar after scar, always remind him of what happened.
"Now that you are out of his control, why do you want to start studying with him again?"
Mu Nanshu stroked her hair, "because of you."
"Me?"
"On the day you go back to the United States, he installed a small bomb on your plane. If I don't agree, you will be destroyed and killed."
A light behind the hidden how much he paid, Gu Qi behind a cool.
"You You said there was a bomb on it. "
At that time, she also said she had a smile and complained about Mu Nanshu's busy time when she returned home. She didn't even come to accompany her on her birthday.
Unexpectedly, because of himself, mu Nanshu returned to the nightmare again.
"I'm sorry, little pivot I wronged you. "
Clearly he did so many things, but he did not know anything, blindly complained about him, Gu Qi regretted his death.
"You don't have to blame yourself for all this, you little fool."
"Small pivot, you are the big fool, why don't you tell me these things."
"I am a man. I have no parents in my heart for a long time. Since you appeared, you are my closest person in the world.
Xiao Qi'er, I will try my best to love you in my life, and I will not fail you. "
This is the promise of Mu Nanshu and what he has done all his life.
Gu Qi nodded, "I will be your relative, your most intimate person."
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