1214 It’s love but not love
Chi Yi’s words made Lu liye even more flustered and at a loss.
Now, he was really a little hesitant. Should he say it or not?
No, to be more precise, it should be, like or dislike Yingluo.
What were his feelings for Lin Xiaoyu?
Lu liye came out of the Chi family’s old residence and sat in the car, still thinking about this problem.
It had truly been a long time since he last had a girlfriend. If it was because of Chi Yi, to be more precise, it should be because of his girlfriend, Li Mi.
Yes! Li MI’s pregnancy had dealt him a huge blow. She had almost lost her life during that time. That was the first time Lu liye realized how fragile life was. It was also the first time he realized the sin of letting a woman down and playing with her.
Even now, Lu liye’s heart still could not get over this. Every time he thought about it, he would feel like there was a thorn stuck in his heart, and he could not pull it out.
After that, he didn’t dare to easily fall in love with other women, let alone play with them. He also didn’t dare to have sex with them casually.
Therefore, when he had sex with Lin Xiaoyu, the first thing that flashed through his mind was to take responsibility!
He didn’t want his woman to experience the same tragedy that Li Mi had experienced in the past!
It was also because of Li Mi that Lu liye didn’t dare to say ‘love’ to a woman so easily. What if what he gave her wasn’t the so-called ‘true love’? What if the love he gave could not stand the test of time? What if he hated it to the core after a few days?
Yes! Lu liye had no confidence in himself at all!
In the past, he had always been a Casanova and his interest in girls never exceeded a month. Lu liye believed that his feelings for Chi Yi could last for such a long time because of a kind of unwillingness deep in his heart. Wasn’t everyone like that? He felt that what he couldn’t get was the best, so he crazily wanted to get it and grew his interest in her even more crazily!
Lu liye was not sure if that was the case. He could not help but think that if Chi Yi had really agreed to be his woman back then, would he have gotten tired of her after a short period of time and started to be a fickle man again?
Yes! Lu liye did not have much confidence in himself, so he did not dare to speak to Lin Xiaoyu.
He knew that he had never been a good man. He didn’t want to trick her, play with her, or bully her! If he, Lu liye, could not be faithful to her, then just like what she had said, it would be better if he did not speak. Perhaps, she, Lin Xiaoyu, would be able to meet a better man!
She was so innocent, she should have met a good man who was infatuated with her!
Lu liye was getting more and more annoyed.
She grabbed her slightly messy hair in frustration. Forget it, forget it! Let nature take its course. Maybe he was not that obsessed with Lin Xiaoyu at all, he was just temporarily blinded by her!
After Lu liye had thought it through, he drove back to his single apartment.
The car was halfway there when it suddenly braked and stopped.
Damn it!
How was this the way to his apartment? It was clearly the way to Lin Xiaoyu’s school! Moreover, her school was just in front!
Lu liye was about to turn the car around and head back, but when he saw the glaring scene in front of him again, the car stopped completely. His cold Phoenix eyes revealed a sharp and cold light, like a blade.
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