Chapter 1787 Conversation (2)
For the nth time, Gu Xia Mo felt that Long Qian Xing's occasional poisonous mouth was truly annoying. He even wondered why did he have to meet with Long Qian Xing out of all the transmigrators who came to this place.
If it was possible, he would rather meet with the sweet Yan Jin Nian or the stupid Fang Sheng Lin.
As for that cunning Song Yun Xiang?
Eh, he didn't want to meet with that annoying man either.
Between Long Qian Xing and Song Yun Xiang, he felt that the two of them were equally hard to deal with. It was even more so because these two were both very competitive at some strange matters.
It was tiring to deal with either one of them.
The stupid Fang Sheng Lin was also fine. At the very least, that man would only make him want to beat up the other party but couldn't do it.
It didn't sound too good either…
As for Luo Qing Wei?
He was not close to this medical doctor. Some people said that this girl was a bit too innocent and stupid. Gu Xia Mo didn't know whether it was a rumor or not, though. He didn't have the interest to confirm it either.
In the past, Yan Jin NIan would launch a unilateral cold war to him because he got close to another woman. It was a misunderstanding.
And Gu Xi Mo would need a long time to explain to Yan Jin Nian before she was willing to end the cold war.
And the last cold war…
Was also launched unilaterally by Yan Jin Nian. But before he had the chance to explain, he had been sent to this world and Yan Jin Nian was also in this world. There was no chance for him to give her any explanation.
Because of his decision, they would not even be able to meet each other again.
*sigh*
Gu Xia Mo looked at Long Qian Xing.
"I don't know the answer for that question of yours. If you want to, you can ask it by yourself later. I have never considered this question when I go there." Gu Xia Mo snorted. "<But how can you be sure that you will find her when your memory will be locked away because…>"
"<You know the reason for the locked memory?>"
"<Yeah, I do. It's because our experience didn't conform with some of the laws something something. I don't really understand that ball's words, but he said something about the laws and so on. Besides, do you really think that when you return with your memory intact, you can act and pretend as if nothing had happened>?" Gu Xia Mo passed a sidelong glance at Long Qian Xing.
He knew for sure that he couldn't.
<Everything that had happened here hit him hard and also frustrated him greatly. He experienced many things that he would not experience otherwise and also do many things that he would have never done before>
<Because his position is completely different. He also had a completely different responsibility.>
<He knew very well that if he and Yan Jin Nian were to remember this world, she might never be able to forgive him. Even if she did, this world will always be a thorn in their heart. Because a lot of things happened in this world and Gu Xia Mo choose to leave her and didn't search for her>
<He regretted it countless times.>
But he knew very well that he couldn't change it. This is his decision and his responsibility, which he had to follow through until the very end. Long Qian Xing was silent for a moment.
Can he?
<When he thought about the fact that he had to act as he used to be before he came to this world, Long Qian Xing felt a bit unbearable for a moment. Because he knew how arrogant and annoying he used to be when he was young. With his status and ability, he would do whatever he wanted and schemed deeply to make things work in the way he wanted it to be.>
<It was because he knew very well that he had the family backing behind him and dared to be scrupulous. But after coming here, he became much more cautious and would make sure that he paid more attention to other people around him. Even the slightest bit of mistake could put his family in danger.>
<He learned many things.>
<He had changed from that youthful age.>
<Should he remember everything from this world, he knew very well that he would have changed from that youthful stage and no longer be the same person. It was inevitable for others to find that he was strange and all.>
<The people in this world were not suspicious because he was still a kid and a kid's personality could change rapidly. Besides, he also acted to suit his identity.>
<He could adapt quickly at that time.>
<But asking him to do it again?>
<After all the experiences he had, the feelings that had accumulated, the love he had for his little girl.>
<He…>
Long Qian Xing laughed dryly and then answered, "I can't."
"Now, you have your answer." Gu Xia Mo shrugged and didn't explain any further. His explanation was useless. It just depended on how Long Qian Xing saw this matter from his own point of view.
In this matter, Gu Xia Mo couldn't interfere.
"I see." Long Qian Xing nodded.
Perhaps it would be for the best, but there were some traces deep within his heart that felt unwilling. Maybe because he didn't want to lose it. His rational mind and his emotional thoughts were conflicting with each other.
"Let's stop talking about this matter. I don't think I want to think about it anymore." Gu Xia Mo felt a bit uncomfortable to talk about these things again and again. It would only remind him of his decision and what differences he could actually make plus the regrets he had right now.
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