When he had such a thought, he tried his best to resist it. He thought that he was bad, especially at this time.
But tonight, when Lilith went out of the bathroom, he had the impulse again.
Lilith hadn't thought that Jay was still in the living room, who just leaned against the sofa idly. He wore loose pants and a white close-fitting vest. His figure was very strong since he had received training for a long time. His muscles, wide shoulders, and strong arms were all charming.
She was in a daze when she came out of the bathroom, and she soon blushed. Usually, if her situation were good, he would just go back to his room after taking a shower, but tonight he just sat there.
"Are you okay? Do you still have a headache?" She knew that he also drank a lot, afraid that he felt uncomfortable.
Jay was changing TV channels absent-mindedly and just shook his head.
"You...do you want something to get relieved?" Lilith stood there, thinking about how to make the hangover soup.
Jay finally chose a channel, but he didn't raise his head to look at her and just said lightly, "I'm okay. Just have a rest now."
Was he really okay?
Lilith hesitated.
Although he had taken a shower, there was still a light wine smell. Just now, when Lilith entered the bathroom, she also figured it out.
Jay urged her again, and Lilith just answered simply. She felt sorry, and she just planned to go back. When she touched her bedroom doorknob, Jay just said, "Do not sleep with wet hair. Give the hairdryer to me."
Lilith turned around. He reached out his hands.
She wanted to refuse, but he just insisted on doing so, so she had to compromise and pass the hairdryer on to him.
He pulled her down to the sofa.
The sofa was large. She nearly sat in his bosom. There was just a short distance between her back and his chest. Just the length of a hairdryer.
He helped her to blow her hair softly by using the hairdryer, afraid that he would hurt her.
She was really beloved.
She closed her eyes lightly, enjoying the massage from his fingers.
The temperature was warm and suitable. Her hair just flew in his palm slowly. When she opened her eyes, she could see his strong palm waving in front of her eyes now and then.
There was a bite mark on his hands. It hasn't become a scar yet.
It was she who bit it when her drug addiction recurred.
She felt sorry and regretful. She just raised her hand to touch the mark while he just blew her hair on the other side. Her fingers just stopped in the air. After a while, Lilith said, "Did you really trust me tonight? What if I..."
"Sometimes, one needs to be forced. Take tonight as an example, you knew that you were driving a car, and you were also clear that you must be careful. As Irish put it, one sometimes may have auto-suggestion and hypnosis. This power can be so strong that a dream will come true one day." Jay smiled.
Lilith smiled lightly.
From his perspective, the smile was so beautiful.
It was as light as the clouds in the sky.
It made one feel comfortable. Her hair got almost dry, so Jay just turned the hairdryer off and put it aside. Lilith was thinking of returning it to its original position, and just in this way, their fingers soon touched each other. Her figure tilted a little, and unavoidably, she was attached to his chest.
Their clothes were all thin.
Her backbone could feel the warmth of his chest.
"Sorry..." Lilith got blushed and sat in a good manner immediately.
Staring at her blushed face, Jay fell into a daze. Unconsciously, he just reached his hands out and held her into his bosom.
Lilith trembled.
Before, when her drug addiction recurred, they had body contact, but she couldn't feel it. However, tonight was unusual. She could feel his strength and the sense of security coming from his chest.
She once belonged to him.
Now could she be with him again?
"Jay..." She called his name lightly.
Her voice was a little shattering.
Jay didn't answer her and just buried himself in her hair.
The close distance could let her breathe in his soft bath foam smell clearly, which also mixed with a light wine smell.
Her body got still.
Jay loved her reaction. Many scenes occurred in his mind. She stayed in his office and watered his plants. She bought new ones after the previous ones were dead. In a word, she often showed up in his office. She was once caught from the bar to the police station. She was so happy when she received just a piece of small jewelry on her birthday.
At that time, she was like a precious greenhouse flower.
Jay could feel her trembling shoulder now.
Under the light, her clean shoulder turned a little cold.
He couldn't help lowering his head and kissing her shoulder.
Her shoulder just quivered.
He could feel that.
He could vow that he just wanted to warm her cold shoulder, which was little and lovely. He didn't know why he just kissed and wasn't willing to stop.
His kiss went down.
Separated by the cloth, his kiss was so hot that it burned her neck and backbone.
Lilith's breath got sharp suddenly, and her heart beat quickly.
She could hear his breath become strange, heavy, and sharp.
The wine smells mixed with a man's smell, attracting someone.
"Jay..." She called his name anxiously, and her body just moved a little.
He answered vaguely, but he pulled her hands tightly. His mind went blank now.
When he turned her face over, found her lips, and kissed her lip corner, Lilith pushed him away immediately, murmuring, "It's late now. Just have a rest now."
And then she ran into her bedroom hurriedly and closed the door quickly.
It was not until now that Jay realized what he had done.
Shit!
He frowned.
Due to the wine, now he was just like an animal!
Looking at the closed door, he was a little regretful. However, he had had sex with her before. It didn't mean that now he could do anything he wanted.
After a great while, he sighed and took a deep breath. He stood up and walked to the door, knocking at the door.
There was no noise in it.
"Lilith," he murmured, leaning against the door. "I'm truly sorry."
"I... I fell asleep," came a small voice from inside the room.
The voice was so small. Its owner seemed to be just like a rabbit lost in the forest.
Jay couldn't help laughing, and he just shook his head helplessly and said, "Okay, then have a good rest. Good night."
Inside the bedroom, Lilith stood by being attached to the wall, pressing her breast. Her heart still beat quickly. Thinking of the scene just now, she blushed. She has had sex with him before, so she was clear about his facial expressions when he wanted that.
Everything needed to start again. Did she have the courage? She thought.
She didn't know.
But she was clear about one point: She still loved him.
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