Chapter 413 Childhood Sweetheart 20
This is embarrassing...
Chen Qing looks at Zhao Ying with the corner of his mouth twitching. When he sees that she has no expression, he hurries in and shouts, “If he doesn’t want to eat, don’t force him. Have him infused glucose. I don’t believe that he can starve to death.”
“Ying?” Wang Cailian turns to see Ying standing at the door, and then stares at Chen Qing with red eyes.
Zhao Ying comes in and takes her hand, “Godmother, why don’t you tell me?”
“Why should I tell you?” Wang Cailian is tough talking, “Leave him hungry! Your godfather has said to have him infused glucose. He won’t die anyway.”
The doctors and the nurse are sweating a lot. The man who was so weak when he came in the hospital but turned to be with great strength when they said to feed him. Then as soon as the girl came in, he quickly became weak again, groaning and lying there. If others who don’t know the truth, they will think that he is going to die immediately.
Ask the young nurse to infuse the fluid medicine, and the doctors hurriedly leave.
Chen Qing wants to pull Wang Cailian out of the ward, but Wang Cailian doesn’t want to leave.
“Godmother, let me talk to Xiaopang! It will be okay.” Zhao Ying smiles, “Godfather is right. We are both adults, so this can’t solve the problem.”
Wang Cailian looks at her son, who is still covered with a quilt to stay quiet, and says anxiously, “He should have no energy. If he resuscitates from near death and suddenly bullies you, you just shout. I am just outside.”
“...What nonsense are you talking about?” Chen Qing is speechless, “Is the phrase ‘resuscitating from near death’ used this way? Hurry to follow me out!”
The ward is quiet. Chen Xiaopang shivers in the quilt. He doesn’t dare to poke his head out. He is afraid that Zhao Ying will cruelly refuse him.
“Come out. Let’s talk.” Zhao Ying pulls a chair and sits down.
The quilt moves, and the moving extent shows that he is shaking his head.
“I’ll leave on the count of three if you don’t come out. One, Two...”
“Don’t leave. Please don’t leave!” Chen Xiaopang violently opens the quilt.
Zhao Ying is stunned when she sees his face, and then says like saying to herself, “You are really thinner...”
“Just now... They weighed me just now. I am... 10 pounds thinner.” Chen Xiaopang says weakly, “I... I feel that I look better. What do you think?”
Zhao Ying makes a gesture and says, “Do you think there is any big change after cutting 10 pounds off such a large piece of pork?”
“...But you just said that I was thinner.” Chen Xiaopang says hastily.
“It’s just your face not looking rounder than before.”
Chen Xiaopang is speechless.
Suddenly he seems to realize something and asks, “Do you think that I’m too fat?”
“What is your opinion?” Zhao Ying asks back, “If I were 200 pounds, will you still love me?”
“Yes, I love you!” Chen Xiaopang nods without hesitation.
Zhao Ying rolls her eyes at him. Who will believe that?
“I can lose weight!” Chen Xiaopang is refreshed, “I will go to the fitness center every day after we are together.”
Zhao Ying is stunned by his shamelessness, “When did I agree to be with you?”
“You’ve come to see me, and I regard it as you have agreed.” Chen Xiaopang answers shamelessly.
“...” Zhao Ying looks at him for a few seconds and sighs suddenly, “Xiaopang, let’s have a good talk seriously.”
Chen Xiaopang immediately puts on a serious expression, “I’m very serious. Let me say first!”
“I know that it was my fault. I’ve been a bastard, which has made you sad. If I could, I couldn’t wait to go back to the past to beat myself to death, but I know what happened in the past can’t be changed. I can’t change my past, and you can’t change yours either. Then shall we look forward?”
“There! I also know that you actually hate me, so why don’t you marry me? Then you can control the company in your own hands like my mother. If I do something wrong to you later, you can drive me out of home without a penny.”
“Of course I say this to reassure you that I will not do wrong things to you.”
Chen Xiaopang says so much in one breath. In the end his expression becomes sad, but his eyes turn firm, “If... I mean, if you really don’t like me anymore and think you will be happier without me, then I will help you find a good man. I... I...”
He is about to cry. He sometimes thinks so, but when he really says so, his heart is like being cut by a knife, and he can’t wait to die.
“Ying!” Chen Xiaopang cries out, “I am a bastard. You can beat me, scold me or torture me. I beg you not to desert me. Please don’t leave me. I don’t want to see you be with another man. I don’t want to. Woo woo woo...”
There is sobbing of sadness from the man in the ward. Zhao Ying sits quietly there, and she does not speak until Chen Xiaopang’s crying dies down.
“Xiaopang, you’re right. I’ve always hated you especially. Or I may say, that’s not hate, but it has become an evil spirit in my heart.”
A girl’s ignorant love is not true love, but it is more intense and serious than true love, and it is unforgettable for a lifetime. Chen Xiaopang was Zhao Ying’s childhood playmate, protector, and the great hero in the little girl’s dream.
“But one day, this hero suddenly did the same thing as other men had done. Therefore, your image in my heart collapsed.” Zhao Ying chuckles gently, “It turned out that you were not my hero. You were just as the same as those guys chasing girls in schools, which made me feel... Same disgusting.”
“In the beginning, I thought you were in love. This made me realize that you had no longer belonged to me, and since then you had the girl you liked. You forgot saying that you wanted me to be your wife then. In fact, I was not too sad at that time...”
At that time, her feeling was probably the words of the children were really unbelievable. It was a kind of relief that she finally relieved and never had to bear the commitment, and never had to worry about how Chen Xiaopang would live a life on the other side of the earth.
But she later learned that Chen Xiaopang became to go to bed with women every day, using women as a tool to solve men’s desires.
“I could accept that you had liked other girls, and then I would only have regrets, and I could give you blessings after a long time. But I had no way to accept that you had become a scum. The way you behaved overthrew my own setting of hero.”
Her hero turned out to be a man who succumbed to the desire and cuddled a woman to bed every night.
“You should also know how I have lived these years!” Zhao Ying glances at the man who has a sad expression, and shows a mocking smile, “I wanted to try how so good it would be to lead a life like you did, but it was really annoying!”
Sober corruption was disgusting, and Zhao Ying hated herself for a long time. She couldn’t get rid of this kind of life, and she hated herself more and more.
“Finally one day, I couldn’t take it anymore. I started telling myself that it was not my fault but your fault to make me become like this.”
Once people find an excuse for themselves, they will believe in that excuse more and more without hesitation. Gradually, Zhao Ying transferred self-loathing to be disgust for Chen Xiaopang.
“So, I hate you. I hate you for making me change to be so.”
Chen Xiaopang’s heart sinks to the bottom, because it really is similar to what he thought.
“That...” He hesitates for a long time, but still gets up the courage to ask, “Do you like me more or hate me more?”
Zhao Ying turns her head to think for a while and says, “I should have liked you more...”
Chen Xiaopang’s expression is very funny for a moment, which is, the kind that has been desperate and then suddenly becomes hopeful. His eyes are from dim to bright shining.
“Don’t be proud.” Zhao Ying pours cold water on him, “Godfather is right. I can’t punish myself with other people’s mistakes. Besides, I actually made the same mistake as you did.”
Chen Xiaopang started to degenerate for the first time because of family affairs, but later he was willing to live a life like this. Similarly, she herself chose to live such a life. In those degenerate days, she could stop and start over at any time, but she didn’t...
“I can only say that I will slowly put down my hatred for you. Maybe when I stop hating you, I won’t like you.” Zhao Ying smiles and says, “It is always said where there is love, there is hate. So when love stops, hate will also stop.”
Chen Xiaopang hurriedly says with red eyes, “Then you continue to hate me! Hit me and scold me every day. I promise not to retaliate.”
“I don’t have that much time to hit you and scold you.” Zhao Ying stands up, “Okay, all is said and done. And you, eat obediently and stop making a scene. Your parents are worried about you very much.”
“Then would you agree to be my girlfriend?” Chen Xiaopang behaves like a vixen. As if she doesn’t agree, he will continue to go on a hunger strike.
Zhao Ying rolls her eyes, “I don’t agree.”
“Then I will go on a hunger strike!”
Zhao Ying is speechless.
In the end, she promises Chen Xiaopang that if he can healthily lose weight to 150 pounds without going on a hunger strike, she will consider dating him.
“It will be soon! I remember you were 180 pounds before. You’ve lost 10 pounds on the hunger strike, and then you only need to lose another 20 pounds!” Tang Cao comes to the hospital to see Chen Xiaopang and hears him happily say that he wants to lose weight.
Chen Xiaopang is eating a nutritious meal, which is made by a weight loss expert. He takes a bite of vegetable salad with a painful expression and swallows it without chewing.
“I am 1.8-meter tall. The fitness coach said that if I was as thin as 140 pounds, my figure would be perfect, being comparable to international supermodels!” Chen Xiaopang blinks, “I’ve decided to lose weight to 140 pounds, and then seduce her with my beauty!”
Tang Cao is shocked, “Do you think you are me? Who misguided you to make you think that you will be a handsome man when you are thinner?”
“...” Chen Xiaopang is stunned. Only then does he realize that he has been fat at all times, so he really doesn’t know whether he will be handsome or not when he loses weight.
“But your parents are both good-looking. It is estimated that you won’t be ugly.” Tang Cao adds, “It’s nice for you not to be ugly anyway. Never dream to be as handsome as me.”
After another two days of glucose infusion in the hospital, Chen Xiaopang is discharged. The first thing he does is to go to a fitness center contacted before to find a coach. In order to achieve the best result, the personal trainer he hires is famous. It is said that he has given classes to many stars.
“He’s really gone to the fitness center?” Zhao Ying accompanies Wang Cailian to go shopping this day, and she thinks blankly when she hears the news, but she is not optimistic about Chen Xiaopang.
Not only isn’t she optimistic about him, but also Xiaopang’s mother isn’t optimistic about him.
“Him! I guess that he won’t be able to hold on for a week.” Wang Cailian mumbles, “You don’t know he was helped back by Tang Cao last night, and he couldn’t stand himself.”
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