Cheng jiangxue doesn't know what kind of mood she should use to listen to such a talk.
The remark was not made to her, but to her mother.
Her mother used to look at her with such eyes and mood.
"Mom, these are the reasons why you gave he Jiaqin the poisonous insects? Because you are jealous of her, you want to destroy her. From then on, she was almost the same as me now. We have nothing to lose. We have a good business, love and family history. It seems that we have all the good things in the world. So, you can't go on, you are desperate to destroy her, just like you want to destroy me. " Cheng jiangxue's voice was extremely calm, without any disturbance. "I didn't quite understand why you would be furious every time I got a new start in my work. When I said that I was going to get married, you tried to block me from holding the century wedding, and thought that I should have a simple, family wedding this year. In fact, you don't want my happiness to be known by the whole city, do you? What is your attitude towards me these years? Do you want to strangle me at any time with the attitude of being a mother or watching he Jiaqin
"I think you're a forensics doctor. Everyone who is a mother will treat his daughter like this. Am I so impersonal in your heart? My care for you for so many years has not made you feel my care for you as a mother? "
"I feel it, so don't ruin my last hope. Tell me everything you know. I don't want to find out these things bit by bit. "
"I haven't heard of anything you said. How can I tell you anything! "
"Then let's assume. I'll tell you what I think. Would you like to hear it? "
"I'm not free. I'm going to prepare dinner for your father and your brother."
"There's mother Zhang at home." Cheng Jiang said in a light voice.
"You must be in my way before you are willing?"
"Are you going to destroy all my love for you before you feel balanced?" Cheng jiangxue retorted: "let me organize the language well, and how to say it is more appropriate. At that time, it wasn't dad who chose you, but because you planted poison insects on hejiaqin, threatening his life to break up with hejiaqin, right? "
Mrs. Cheng was silent and breathed a little.
"They are still gentlemen to each other, and they have fulfilled the promise they made to you in those years. Not because of this thing to destroy your reputation, dad is particularly with you, so that you become the happiest woman in the whole world. Of course, it's the happiest on the surface. "
"Cheng jiangxue, I have raised you for so many years, which is not as important as he Jiaqin in your mind, is it? Do you think I'm happy these years? My husband didn't touch one of my fingers in an unseen place other than acting with me. Even the children I had were acquired through surgery. What's wrong with me? I'm just a woman with ordinary family background. Why can't I yearn for a good marriage? Do I have to marry an ordinary person? Give birth to children all one's life, and serve as cattle and horses for men? Why can't I live like you? "
"Because your private heart can hurt others?"
"They are stupid. Who can blame?"
Chengjiang Xuexin looks like she was stabbed by a knife. She wants to scold people for her pain.
There must be something hateful about the poor.
This is a famous saying she has always believed in.
There is no moral restriction, only to see her gain and loss is her mother.
Obviously, she is the perpetrator, turning around, she becomes a weak one. She puts all her faults on others. It's her mind polluted by others that makes her look disgusting.
It's everyone else's fault. She has no fault of her own.
For a while, Cheng jiangxue had no strength to speak.
But she forced out a sentence: "so, in order to fulfill your dream, Dad, he Jiaqin, Xiao Mingzi, I and Qin Yiyue all have to pay for it? Do you still feel innocent now? Are you forced into this by others? What about us? We deserve to be poisoned, deserve to live in pain? Xiaomingzi deserves to be born with polio? Qin Yiyue deserves to be carried away from the beginning? He Jiaqin deserves to be threatened by the insect in his body all his life? Does Dad deserve to live with a woman he doesn't love all his life? "
"I did all the mistakes, OK? Now you're satisfied. Arrest me. Let me go to prison. Let me have another day of freedom in my life. Cheng jiangxue, aren't you the best at this? Is that what I got in return for raising you for so many years? It's better to strangle you when you were born. "
Cheng jiangxue looked at the front with red eyes. "If I knew that one day I would face such a choice, I also hope you could strangle me when I was born and strangle all the tragedies in the cradle."
"I did something wrong in those years, but for the sake of struggling for this family in the past two decades, can't I be forgiven? Why are you accusing me? How can I stand in the position of he Jiaqin and say I am? ""So I think you are very aggrieved and forced, right? If we use this idea to forgive others, every criminal should not be sentenced. Every criminal has a painful choice before committing a crime, and there are various reasons for them to commit a crime. Should victims and their families live up to this reality? Because the criminal is also very painful, he is not without reason to hurt my family's life, so I should forgive him. If so, what else does the law do? " When it comes to the last sentence, Cheng jiangxue is almost gnashing his teeth.
"You're not going to let me go, are you? You can't wait to put me in jail after all these years of affection. Cheng jiangxue, you are such a white eyed wolf! "
Cheng jiangxue wants to say something more, but she really has no strength.
The whole throat seems to be blocked by something, hoarse.
The strength of the body also seems to be drained, soft prone, even the waist can not be straight up.
At this time, a familiar voice sounded behind him.
"What's wrong with you, Dr. Cheng? Is it hard? "
Cheng jiangxue turns her head with a very slow movement. Qin Yiyue is standing a meter away and looks at her with concern.
Qin Yiyue saw her pale face and trotted across.
Reaching out and touching her forehead, "do you have hypoglycemia? Or thalassemia? "
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