"My mother is in the outer room, so she doesn't have much money. In the past, my father would secretly give my mother some money, but then my father disappeared. In order to live, my mother put me in boarding school, she went out to earn money to pay my expenses. I grew up in boarding school, as far back as I can remember. Later, my father's family suddenly found me, said that I have to recognize my ancestors, and gave my mother a large amount of money. My mother took the money instead of saying, "I can't give you the best life, girl, and your father's house can." Seize this opportunity to become the best. "
"I cried and cried and begged her not to go. But she did go. Then I was brought home by my grandparents. I knew then that my father and his wife had been married for more than a decade and had no children, so they thought of my child in the outer room. They promised their mother they would raise me well. So Mom gave me to them. "
"In the begi
ing, they did give me extravagant food. But my father's wife always beat and scolded me when my grandparents and father weren't home. "I will swear that I will rely on my own hard work to control my own life, and not be pushed around by others to scold."
"So I read like a madman and went abroad with my best grades. When I got my college job, my family objected to my going abroad, so I told them I wouldn't spend a cent of their money. All the tuition and living expenses, I earned myself. Then I decisively left that terrible home and went abroad to begin my life of hard work and hard work. "
"In the begi
ing, the family would ask me about my condition. However, I didn't ask about it for a while. I asked around and found out that my father's wife was pregnant. Since their family has their own direct bloodline, it is no longer important for me, the child born in the outer chamber, to have them. That's why I said, I don't have a home. I don't know where mom is, dad... It was as if there were none at all. That house is not my home either. " After saying that, Niu Niu chuckled and said, "That's why I work so hard to earn money. Only money gives me a sense of security."
Shen Mo held onto Niu Niu's hand and said, "Sister Niuniaojie!, so it turns out you're not that easy."
Niuniu shook her head and said, "I don't feel it's hard, but I feel it's good. Live on your own, stronger than anything. Even if I graduate now and look for a job, I won't starve to death. After so many years of training, I understood many things in advance. Actually, I really envy you. Someone has been hurting since you were young. I can't do it, I can only rely on myself. "
"Let Big Brother Jian Qing hurt you more in the future." Shen Mo pouted.
"No, it's impossible for me to be with him." Niu Niu shook her head and said, "His family will not accept a illegitimate daughter born of an outsider woman. You are all of the Wealthy Class and of the heaviest bloodline. It didn't matter even if you were a commoner, but you had to have a pure bloodline. And I... I don't even know who my mother is, or who my grandfather is. From the time I could remember, there was only my mother and myself. "And my mother didn't marry me, which means that the Wealthy Class ca
ot accept something like that."
"No one would accept a girl of unknown origin. Furthermore, I do not wish to sully the reputation of the Wealthy Class. " Niuniu laughed at herself and said, "That's good. Being friends with you is already my greatest fortune. How can you be so greedy that you want everything?"
Shen Mo looked at Niu Niu quietly.
At this moment, Shen Mo seemed to have seen something that was different from what she normally heard.
Not all girls in this world were born lucky.
Her luck was truly rare.
Niu Niu was actually about the same age as her, but the things she had experienced were many times more than what she had experienced.
To think that life could be so cruel.
Shen Mo could not help but ask: "Then do you miss them?"
Niuniu shook her head. "I don't remember what my mother looked like anymore. I didn't see her once a month when I was a little girl, but at the end of each month she would send money to my account to pay for my boarding school. Then she would come to see me once in a while, no more than an hour at a time. When I was seven, when I went back to my father's house, she never showed up again. So I don't remember what she looked like. "
"Do you hate them?" Shen Mo felt very conflicted.
"Hate?" Why should I hate him? " Niu Niu smiled bitterly and said, "They all have their own reasons. When my mother left, she left in tears. I know she can't bear me. But I also know that if she doesn't let go, with her meagre salary, I won't be able to pay for my lodging in the near future, and I'll lose the opportunity to study, to learn badly at the bottom of society, and then to waste my life. "
"And my father, he really did love my mother. But he was no match for his family. He married a woman he didn't love. At that time, he must have been in pain and entangled with himself, right? So he compensated me in this way. Although he hasn't given me much fatherly love so far, at least he has kept me from dropping out of school and from learning badly at the bottom of society because of my lack of education. "
"So why should I hate it? After all, they really did love each other when I was born. " Niu Niu tidied up her blanket and smiled. "I'm not as weak as you think."
"You can't keep hiding from Brother Jian Qing. You're afraid that even if you two end up together, you'll still end up separated, aren't you? " Shen Mo was finally enlightened.
Niuniu nodded, "Yes."
"Then, Sister Niuniaojie!, is your name Niu Niu?" Shen Mo asked again.
"I have a lot of names. My mom gave them to me, my dad gave them to me, and my overseas name. My favorite name is still the name my mom gave me. Niuniu. It's simple and easy to remember, but it's as pure as ever. " Niu Niu replied, "My father's surname is Dai and my Chinese name should be Dai Niu. "But I don't like this surname and I don't want to have anything to do with it, so you should call me Niuniu."
"En, Sister Niuniaojie!, I will support you to the end!" Shen Mo bravely extended his hand and held Niu Niu's hand, and said: "Calling Niu Niu is very good! Let's not have our surname! "
Niu Niu laughed out loud, "Un, you don't need to have another last name. Alright, it's getting late now. Let's go to bed early! "
"Sister Niuniaojie!, good night." Only then did Shen Mo retract his hand, and obediently fell asleep.
Hearing Shen Mo's even breathing, Niu Niu was unable to sleep no matter what.
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